163: grieve

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Thursday 12/Nov/20: Grieve

The world is having a stroke
or maybe it's a fit of laughter
Which is it? laughing or dying?

I don't know All I feel I don't know i dont know

All I see is the anguish on their faces
  like angels hurting
All I feel is the trembling ground
   like knee joints buckling
All I taste is the rushing blood
    like a headache
Everything

  is a broken area of hiccups
Like something is taring the ground up
by its roots

And I want to Fly.. .. .
i want to break

Something .
or someone
I want to blame someone.
but I can't.

I'm too busy dying

Too busy coughing vomit and bones
Too busy hearing her   l a u g h ter.. .
  like flames slathering my skin in blisters

She's going isn't she

Or has she already gone?
  Can I break you?
  Can I be you?
I think the world is having a stroke.
Or maybe it's a fit of laughter

the w o r ld is l a u g hing at me

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