Living With The Psychopath (GL) [Completed] [Self-Published]

Episode 32

Episode 32:

"Admit it, you're pretty but flawed so nagtataka ako kung paanong nagustuhan ka ni Rosendale?" Cheddy asked, much more to my irritation, but she's used to it. "At paanong nagustuhan mo siya? Is it because you two are practically live in?"

"Hindi kami live in," walang ganang sagot ko.

The class was not starting yet, kaunti pa lang din ang mga kaklase ko since we're a bit early and it's a miracle for her to be this early kahit wala namang quiz. Rosendale, on the other hand, was at the far corner of the room, her eyes scanning me like she can't see anything but me. Inirapan ko siya nang walang dahilan.

She looked creepy staring at me. She's always like that, she's not embarrassed to show that side like she have all the right to buried her eyes on me.

"Ganoon na rin 'yon. Nasa iisang bubong kayo tapos in a relationship kayo then you guys are live in no matter how I look at it." I averted my gaze back to Cheddy. Binelatan niya ako, halatang nang-aasar. "Hindi kaya kayo magkasawaan?"

"It's not like we're together 24/7, Cheddy." I rolled my eyes heavenward and sighed. "You're romanticizing things a lot."

"Still!" giit niya. "Sige nga, does she sleeps in your room?"

Napamaang ako. "Bakit?"

"Oo o hindi lang."

"So, bakit nga?" I asked still.

Rosendale often comes into my room unannounced. I got used with her going in even when I locked the door so recently, I've been letting the door unlock for her, just in case she wanted to be with me.

Minsan, trip niya lang. I'd just find myself waking in the middle of my sleep and will find her snuggling on me like a kid. She wasn't doing anything. Or there are nights where I'll open my eyes and see her staring while caressing my hair. It surprised me the first time she did that. She's too clingy, I guess, and needy.

Minsan tinatanong ko siya kung bakit bigla na lang siyang tabi and she will only just answer, dreams. I don't know what she dreamed of but I think it's not a good one. She's been dreaming bad ever since, I can't blame her that she's like that since she found someone to be with.

Rosendale is so fragile to the point na nakikita kong hindi niya na kayang mag-isa pa ulit. Sure, she may appear tough and all but when she's with me and started being real, she's just...like some normal people experiencing storms in their lives.

"You're trying to dodge the topic, eh." she accused and I didn't deny it. "If I have a boyfriend then most likely if given the chance I'd let him sleep in my room."

I grimaced at her. Pinandilatan niya ako ng mata. I don't want to listen about her always pending love life and fantasies. It's boring. Cheddy had always been a hopeless romantic. I think she have to know boys were mostly a bunch of walking genitals and only few good ones exist. I was not saying girls are perfect but they're annoying as well, dreaming of a perfect someone to hold them when life was all but perfect.

"Yung tingin mo na 'yan, Echo, halatang hindi maganda ang nasa isip."

"Absolutely."

"You're cynical, alam mo ba 'yon? Ewan ko ba sa'yo. Hindi ka man lang nagbago kahit may girlfriend ka na." she noticed. "Ni hindi nga kayo mukhang mag-girlfriend ni Rosendale, you're good at ignoring her. It makes me wonder how you two really are when alone. Do you two even kiss?"

"Hindi ako kiss and tell." Ang nasagot ko na lang. I have the right to keep things between Rosendale and I private. May mga bagay na para lang sa amin. "I don't need to be a showoff just to let people see we're together. They can all go to hell figuring it out."