DESTINATION

OMISSION

"a combination of reality and dreams

fill up our vision

as a nightmare crawled towards our division

and today I'm still in the situation

where I'm troubling in the omission

of you in my cognition"

-101518

"our hopes and expectations – black holes and revelations"

I still wanted to hold her in my arms, but I have to let her go sooner or later. It's not about who broke who, who loved more, or who gave more than the other.

What we had was beyond every word and poetry that I can try and write. No matter how many times I try and write it, it won't be able to give justice as to how amazing you are to me. I tried to understand the perspectives of both science and faith, as I stare at the moon and the stars shining a light to my blackest soul.

But with all the beauty that these celestial beings and rocks paint in my vision, I can't help but wonder.

"Do you still look at the stars and moon like you used to?"

There I somehow realized that, our days are like these stars. Shining so bright, with memories filled with hopes and dreams of a life together. But just like these stars, they're all dead now. It just takes a while for the light to travel upon our eyes.

I was alive when I was with you. I lived a lifetime during that short time we had together. I wished it could've gone on forever, but it was meant to end. Maybe sooner or later, I'll be able to see the light from this disaster.