Billie Eilish Fanfic - Bully.

Actually Dating.

We pulled into Billie's house and it was already dark out, I greeted Howard who gave me a friendly wave in return and we headed up the stairs. I changed into a sleep shirt in front of Billie who grinned and stared at me the whole time.

"What?" I asked her.

"You're just really pretty, that's all."

I blushed and bit my bottom lip,

"No you are," I responded, Billie rolled her eyes and laughed.

"Come sit on my lap how I like?" She asked me, I crawled over to her and straddled her, wrapping my legs around her waist.

I leaned my head on her shoulder, this was my safe spot. She kissed my forehead.

"Lets get to know each other more okay? We should ask each other questions."

I smiled and nodded, "when did you lose your virginity?" I asked her.

"Ummm 14."

"Who?"

"My first boyfriend, Brandon. But we called him Que."

"When did you first have sex with a girl?"

"Ummm 15."

"Who?"

"My first girlfriend Zoe. You know I'm supposed to be asking you stuff too Cleo," Billie smiled at me.

"I just have a lot of questions to ask you..I mean I haven't done anything with anyone else and you've been with other people that I don't know anything about. I want to go further with you but I know it's not a big deal to you like it is for me."

Billie pulled my chin up, looking into my eyes, "I promise you whatever we do is much much different than what I have done with other people. I really care for you."

I melted right then.

"I want to have sex with you Billie...like I daydream about it all the time. I want you so bad."

"So have me," she intertwined our fingers, "you know I would go slow with you."

"I want us to be actually dating first...like I meet your parents, the school knows we are together...that kind of dating."

Billie was silent for a minute and broke eye contact with me,

"That's never going to happen Cleo."