Confession.

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I hated feeling like "that girlfriend" that overreacted. Billie is a people pleaser. She had a fan base now. I had to get used to it. I was just jealous. I stretched my limbs and heard them crack as I crawled out of the hotel room bed and headed to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth quickly and threw my sweatpants on to take a Lyft to the tour bus.

I checked my phone and it was only 8am so I'm sure Billie was still asleep. She had a show to open for and meet and greet later tonight. I had 13 missed calls from Claudia and 4 text messages.

New text messages from Claudia S. :)

Call me.

Seriously Cleo if you're awake call me.

Okay you must be sleeping. Get to the tour bus ASAP when you see this.

And come to me first, not Billie.

Shit something must have happened, my first thought was Finneas got hurt maybe? I know Finneas being hurt would make Billie act insane. She loved him more than she loved herself.

I got out of the Lyft and opened the unlocked door to the tour bus, heading directly for the area Claudia and Finn slept in, I heard Billie's loud snores as I walked by one of the bunks with the curtains closed. I chuckled to myself, I couldn't stay mad at her for long.

I opened the door and surprisingly, a sleepless Claudia sat up in bed with dark circles under her eyes. As soon as she saw me her eyes widened and she moved her hand to her mouth, biting her nails. Finneas laid asleep beside her, clearly not dying like I had previously assumed.

"What's up Clauds? Is everything okay?" I asked.

She shook her head no frantically, then her gaze moved to the hallway behind me and I whipped my head around to a guilty looking Billie.

"Hey babygirl...did you sleep okay? I was thinking maybe we could go shopping today, what do you wanna do?" she rattled off nervously.

I looked at her then back at a silent Claudia suspiciously. Claudia shrugged her shoulders like she couldn't tell me anything in front of Billie, so I turned my attention back to my sketchy ass girlfriend.

"Billie what the fuck happened last night?" I asked with a raised eyebrow.

She gulped and looked down, then back up at me. I noticed the dark purple marks on her expose neck.

"Who the fuck is that from?" I asked her, pointing at her neck and gritting my teeth.

She reached out to hug me,

"Baby...I didn't mean it. I know it sounds dumb because it is, I fucked up," she started to cry and for some stupid reason I felt like she was being sincere, "I'm nothing with you...the girls that come after me don't want me. They don't even know me."

Billie leaned her head on my shoulder and I felt my shirt become damp from her tears. I glanced at Claudia who was giving me a motherly look. She has always thought I was too good for Billie, ever since she heard about the Rachel situation.

I told billie we would discuss this after her show and meet/greet because she had to rehearse with a cranky Finneas. I heard his angry whispers to Claudia about getting into our business. Billie was never wrong in Finneas' eyes. That shit pissed me off.

Claudia and I huddled almost immediately after Billie and Finneas went to rehearsal.

Claudia gripped my shoulders and sat me down, she studied my face,

"It's okay to cry you know...she's fucked up," Claudia started.

I interrupted her,

"Tell me everything that happened, I need to know," I said.

Claudia nodded and sighed,

"I don't know much. I know she came home from Seven-11 with this pretty little blonde girl," Claudia cleared her throat and quickly corrected herself, "not prettier than you of course...and I didn't think much of it. She had one of Finn's t shirts on so I figured she was a fan that wanted an autograph or photo or something, so I headed to bed with Finn. About 30 min later I hear that bitch moaning Billie's name, then a little later the door opened and shut. I guess Billie kicked her out after. I'm so sorry I didn't stop it...Finn wouldn't let me." Claudia put her hand on mine. Even if she did stop her, Billie never should have brought her to the tour bus. She had obvious intentions.

I let Claudia know I was not holding anything against her.

"So what are you going to do?" She asked.

"Nothing for now...let's get through tonight first." Claudia nodded her head in agreement.

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