Smile You're on Camera.

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My wrist felt better immediately after she released the restraints, but they were still sore. I rubbed them and thought about what I was going to do. I had just really complicated my life.

Billie laid on her bed beside me in her bra and shorts.

"Lay on my chest baby, let me hold you," She motioned for me to come closer.

I snuggled up to her. I had missed being held by her after sex. It was a good reminder that she still loved me even after she had treated me like a dirty slut...at least it used to be a reminder. She had never done what she just did to me before. I had mixed feelings about it.

Billie kissed my forehead sweetly and said, "So...Rachel and I broke up."

I looked up, surprised. So that was why she suddenly wanted me again.

"Why?"

Billie sighed, "I just think about you when I'm with her. We weren't meant to be together, not like you and me. But she's a good friend, so I do feel bad. I just never should have talked to her. You were right."

I nodded. Yes I was. I still couldn't believe my best friend had crossed me like that.

"Now I get why you're all over me suddenly again..." I started and she raised an eyebrow at me, "because you're not in Rachel's pants anymore. I get it."

Billie licked her lips the way she does when she's mad and took a deep breath before responding to me, "I'm back all over you because I saw pictures of you and your little girlfriend or whatever the fuck you want to call her. Her hands were almost on your panties in public. I wanted to fucking kill both of you when I saw that shit," Billie paused for a minute and cracked her knuckles, "I can't handle the thought of someone else fucking you. Or holding you. Or getting to have you the way I did...like at all," tears started to form in Billie's eyes as she held back more from running down her cheek, "and she had her hands all over you...you don't know what it was like Cleo." Billie leaned into me and sobbed in my shoulder. Billie? Crying?

I wrapped my arms around her and held her. God knows she had done that for me enough. We stayed quiet as I rubbed her back and she continued to wet my shoulder. She sniffled and finally sat up, looking at me.

"Why would you fuck her? So soon? You couldn't give me time to make it up to you? I was trying to think of a way to fix us - I just wasn't fast enough. Do you ever think of me when she fucks you?" Billie's mind was so scattered. Her eyes were wide and she looked curious and terrified at the same time.

I grabbed her shoulders with both of my hands and repeated slowly, annunciating each syllable, "Bil-lie. I did not - I re-peat...did not fuck He-ather. You are the only person I have ever been with."

Billie sniffled and her face changed, her eyebrows scrunched like she was trying to tell if I was lying.

"So her hand near your panties...?"

"It was near but it wasn't there."

"And you in a hotel room bed with her?"

Fuck. Danielle's dumbass posted everything.

"We just slept. She was too drunk."

Billie nodded slowly and sucked her cheeks in, "so you're still only mine?" Billie gave me a half smile and grabbed at my hand. I pulled away instantly, making her frown.

"I am with Heather...you know that. Just because I don't have sex with her doesn't make me yours," I emphasized air quotes around the word "yours".

Billie scoffed, "But...I have a video of you saying my name as you cum. So how would she feel about that?"

A video? From whe— oh fuck.

I looked over in the corner of Billie's room, she had security cameras in all aspects of the house but normally before we would have sex she would turn hers another way. This time she didn't.

Smile you're on camera.

"Billie...you wouldn't."

"Oh but I would," Billie said with a sly grin, "and you're going to go on a trip with me too. I don't want you responding to Heather at all. No ending it...just ghost her. You're back to being mine again."

I gulped because I knew the look she was giving me and I knew better than to fuck with her.

"Where are we going?"

"The last part of Finn's tour, with my parents. I talked to them and they understand you're not going anywhere. You're part of me so they can fuck off...and my mom said she wanted to apologize. I don't know how real that is but...it's a nice thought."

"I don't think my dad will let me..." I started.

Billie grinned, "Daddio already approved. He's happy we worked out our problems. Was really happy to hear from me," she waved her phone at me, showing messages between her and my dad.

Billie leaned over and pecked my lips, "See - we're going to go back to normal baby girl."

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