Billie Eilish Fanfic - Bully.

Green Room Anx.

I woke up to Billie singing in the shower. I closed my eyes again and hummed along. Her voice was perfect. Billie's parents might be dicks but the had two really talented kids.

Billie walked out of the bathroom and plopped onto the foot of the bed in a towel, wet hair hanging in her face,

"I'm nervous as fuck," she proclaimed with a long sigh following. She flopped herself onto her back and looked up at me for a response. I was lost in her gaze. How did someone look this good with no makeup and an intense level of stress? Sheesh.

I pulled myself over to Billie and laid down beside her,

"You are going to do fantastic. Please don't worry and let yourself enjoy this. You deserve it."

Billie bit her bottom lip and nodded, "I know you're right. You always know what to say."

I grinned at that response. I really didn't know what to say, but most of the time I did know what she needed, and sometimes she just needed a friend.

Billie got herself dressed in her outfit for tonight to show me, I don't know why but I had figured maybe she would be wearing something more fitting for her first performance. Her style was much different than most people's styles and she was about to be in front of at least 1,000 Finneas fans.

She proved me wrong when she strutted towards me in a completely Gucci oversized sweatsuit. She grinned and applied more rings to her fingers, I glanced down at them and felt myself get excited. I couldn't help but remember her fingers working magic on me last night...

She followed my gaze and winked at me, "after tonight, maybe we can do it with the rings? My baby want some extra texture?" She kissed my forehead and nuzzled her nose into my neck, whispering into my left ear,

"Love you C."

"Love you Billie," I replied. And I meant it.

Time skip to the green room before Billie's opening performance ❤️

Billie hadn't eaten all day, I had even bought her some Takis and Baja Blast but she refused. She was so nervous that I was getting second hand stage fright, if that wasn't a thing before it was now. Finneas noticed it too, and he seemed to be concerned that she would mess up once she got on stage. We all sat in the green room in almost complete silence, Claudia on her phone, Finneas and I watching Billie pace back and forth as she repeatedly ran her fingers through her hair.

"Okay you don't think the piano piece isn't too....bland for the opening though right Cleo?" She asked me intently, brows furrowed together.

I opened my mouth to respond but heard Finneas let out a loud sigh, Claudia looked up from her phone and gave him a warning glare. She was always the peacemaker.

"Babe...even if it was too bland it's too late to change it now. You sound amazing when you sing Limbo. Just go with it. I'll be here the whole time."

Billie nodded and bit her lip, "Yeah you're right...it is too late to change it," she glanced at her phone time, 3 minutes before she goes out.

She sat on my lap, which she never does and gave me a pitiful look,

"Will you still love me if I fuck this up and embarrass myself?"

I nodded immediately, flashing my right cheek dimple,

"I will always love you."

Billie kissed my cheek and replied nonchalantly,

"Then I guess I'll be fine. Let's go," she pulled me out of the green room and towards the side of the stage where Finn's manager was waiting.

Billie walked onto the stage like she owned it. I expected nothing less.