toxic

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read this so that what's between the em dashes is a short anecdote, and what's before and after the em dashes flows together perfectly

and maybe that's all we'll be—

the one we call when we are alone
the hurrying of footsteps down the stairs
here comes the uber, here comes the rain
the washing away of every bit of our pain

when you knock on my door i know it's you
the rat-a-tat-tat and the scuffle of your shoes

hellos are not needed, pleasantries left
hanging in the stale air between us

your lips on mine are a better hello
than the awkwardness of what was between us
i can taste the weight of your sadness from here
pressing against me with a hint of anger

your yellow boots are on the floor now
and your hands tracing down, down, down
until your nimble hands unbutton my shirt

...and also my heart

we're kissing harder now
years of fury poured out
in what is supposed to be
an exclamation of love
but now a profession
of undying pain

and we'll wake up in the morning
suddenly in love all again
and i'll wonder to myself
if i had you, how would this have been?

—toxic, bitter clashes of anger and not love

    but if that's what it means to be by you
    to feel your breath fanning my face
    and your warm skin against mine

    my love, i'd drink this toxic poison everyday

    my love, i'd drink this toxic poison everyday

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