girl

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to the girl who sobbed her eyes out today,

the world will tell you that it gets better

and it does, one day
the sinking feeling in your chest
will lift and suddenly you'll breathe again

but you can't wait for one day
I know, from the eyes turning to rust
watching others have good lives
making you glaze over with a spiteful cold

it does get better, you know
when you make an effort to change

when you pick up the pen
and spill your feelings out in blue ink
when you delete his messages
so you stop catching yourself reading them

with a smile on your face

when you start running again
and you feel the burning in your chest
when you start to doodle on your laptop
and make a city unknown to mankind

when you stop feeling so guilty
and stop wasting all your time
when you work harder and try harder
and perhaps cry a little less

to the girl who cried rivers,
do know that you'll be okay
but I know you can't wait for someday
so take today instead

love,
the girl from three hours later
who no longer wants to see you cry

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