Anorexia, it kills - 01 ~ Yoongi X Bts ~

i proud of you~

Jin POV

He didn't look happy at dinner, I could tell when he forced things. I could tell a lot of things when it came to Taehyung. If he was unhappy, I knew. If he was stressed, I knew. Sure, he's become a lot harder to read, but I can still read him well.

"Jin?" He asks, his mind still swarming. I can tell, by the way his eyes were flowering everywhere. From the table, to me, to the floor.

"You really need to," I sigh, coughing shortly after, "Taehyung-ah, you need to come clean to me. I won't tell anyone, I promise you. Just, tell me. I can help you, just tell me."

"Jinnie..." he says, "I'm just scared, that I'll be alone. I hate being alone....I hate the feeling of loneliness. I hate the pain of a blade, too. But what's worse is, being alone. When you all left the room, my heart just tore at itself. I knew I upset you all, and when I'm alone, a blade is my best friend. Not all the time! But in t-this state, hyungie..."

I reach my arms out, and he grasps me into a hug, "I'm scared..."

"Sh sh sh, I've got you Tae," I say affirmatively to the younger, "Being a lone, for most, is never great. I'll try not to let it happen, but when it does. You need to know, you need to remember. We love you."

He nods, "Yeah, I know, I know that. But the thought fades when I'm a-alone...if that makes any sense. I'm sorry if I'm making no sense."

"You're making perfect sense," I say, "Don't doubt it, okay? Not even for a split second, you got that, Kim Taehyung-ah?"

He smiles, "Yessir!" He hugs me tighter, "I love you, I'm going to nap now, before I pass out."

And with that he left to sleep.

Ten minutes Later

I enter Yoongi and Jimin's room, "Hello lovers!"

Jimin giggles, "Jin-hyung! You scared me."

I sit on the bed with them, "Oh, oops? That technically was what I implied to do anyway so..."

He smiles, "Assuming Taehyung. Is okay now?"

"Jimin, Jin is the best at talking us through things. -no offense to every other member but- Jin is the best of the best," Yoongi says, his face falling out of it's stone hard zone.

"Ah, you too flatter me too much! Yes, Jiminie, he's okay," I say, giving him a simple thumbs up to the face, "Yeah!~"

Yoongi lets out a breath, one he had been keeping in, "Good, I was really worried."

"Aw you have emotions!"

"That's nothing new! I'm not ashamed of it!"

I chuckle, "Sureeeeee."

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And secretly they're all dying inside ;) Nothing new though! Well next part maybe.........I have a lot of ideas for this and for a new book but I don't want to have TOO many so they're just 'ideas' rn that I may have written....should I make a book that had just random bts fanfics or something? I feel likeeee some of them are good? Eh? Idk