Anorexia, it kills - 01 ~ Yoongi X Bts ~

Anger; and it's reasons.

Jin POV

"Leave me alone," I say, rolling my eyes at him. I wipe them, "Shit, sorry. I'm just a bit sick feeling right now, okay Hobi?"

"Don't roll your eyes at my b-!" Namjoon starts, but instantly regrets it. Hoseok stares him dead in the eyes, then looks at me.

My eyes fill with tears again as my body flushes with anger, "Really guys?! Fucking hell." I smash my fist into my thigh, and let out a whimper, "If only, if fucking only."

Yoongi walks over, "What's going on over here?"

"Get the fuck away," I mutter, pulling a blanket over my head, "Go fuck your goddamn boyfriends, all of you. And leave me alone. Better yet; kill me. It would be much more glorious then me doing it myself."

I hear light sobs, and inaudible murmurs around me. The world closing me off into my own dark, depressing, little clouded area. Alone, once again. Not that it's even much of a surprise to me anymore. I deserve it. I'm a bad hyung, especially right now.

I close my eyes, but someone removes the blanket from atop of me, "Jin, I know you don't want to talk," says Jungkook,  as I look at his teared face. Everyone is teared, even Yoongi and Namjoon; who hardly ever cry, and definitely not for someone else if doing so.

He takes the seat beside me, and eyes everyone else to scurry off.  He looks at me, and puts his warm hand on my icy cold face, "Jin, I know why you are unhappy."

I tilt my head, pulling his hand down, "Why am I so fucking unhappy right now, Jungkook?" I stare down at his shaky hands, then up at his face, "Really, tell me."

"We've all found someone to love; and someone to love us, i-in the group," he says, "And that makes y-y-you sad. And I want you to know that, all of us, we love you more then you can even imagine. A-and I know you love us too, y-you will find someone, i p-promise hyung."

He sobs into my chest, and hugs me tightly, "I'm s-s-so s-sorry hyung, p-please don't hate me," he says softly.

I shake my head, "I could never hate any of you, it's fine. I'll get over it. I've gotten over many things on my own, I can handle me very well."

"I'll still," he chokes, "give you attention, hyung."

"Won't your boyfriend mind?" I say, sighing as I let myself out of the hug, "You don't need to, I'm fine. I just thought about it too much, I better get an eye mask."

He shakes his head, "You're my best friend, I don't think he minds. Besides, he sleeps too much while I'm awake."

I chuckle, "That is true."

"And maybe you could take my suggestion..." he says, winking at me with a slight smirk on his face. 

"On what?" I say, but the memory comes too me, "I can give it a try, give him my number?"

"Yes! I can't wait for the plane to land, I'll give it to you when we are on earth," he says, smiling at me.

i roll my eyes, "We are on earth, just above the ground. Stupid."

He pouts, "I'm not stupid, I'm just tired hyung."

I chuckle, "Sure, Jungkook, sure." 

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Sorry for the short part and sorry for being inactive.

gn/gm