Believe in Me (Demi Lovato Fanfic)

Mistake

Lilly's POV

The next morning started great. Demi and I had a great workout and grabbed breakfast afterwards. We went home and cuddled on the couch. Things got heated really fast. Light kissing soon became passionate, and I begged for entrance. She let me in and I traced every part of her with my hands. She did the same. I tried to take off her shirt, but she stopped. I kept going, and Demi said, "Lilly, thats enough!" She gave me a deathly look. I don't know why, but I blew up.

"Why the hell would you stop?! We were having fun and now you're going to ruin it?" I yelled, perhaps a bit too harsh.

Demi didn't even respond. I saw the tears pool in her eyes, and I knew I made the biggest mistake. How could I have hurt the one who took me in? 

"Dems, I...I'm sorry.." I trailed off.

"Out." She said, her eyes now full of fire.

"Demi, I ca-" I was cut off by her screaming. 

"GET OUT OF MY HOUSE. I KNEW THIS WOULDN"T WORK, YOU JUST WANT MY BODY BECAUSE I'M FAMOUS."

With that and tears in my eyes, I sprinted out the door. I didn't know where I was going but I didn't care. I could never forgive myself for hurting her like that, especially the fact that I tried to pressure her into something she didn't want. I was so caught in the moment and was being so selfish. I was so glad I had a razor on me. I slashed and slashed at my skin and felt relief of the blood flowing out of my skin. It was getting dark, so I settled in a nearby park to sleep.

Demi's POV

I don't get what I did. I take her in, and then she treats me like this? I'm disgusted. But part of me feels really bad, I definitely overreacted kicking her out. Oh God, it's getting dark and I have no idea where she is. I decide to look for her and head out in my car. I drive for about an hour with no luck. I call and call, but there's no answer. I leave a message, "Baby, I'm sorry for overreacting and I forgive you. Please forgive me and come home because I'm so worried about you. We'll pretend this never happened and I'll even attempt to cook for you. I need you babe."

On my way home, I'm suprised to see Lilly's number lighting up my phone.

"Lil, where are you?"

"The park on the corner of Meadow and Main."

The way she says this scares me. She sounds so broken and I feel even more guilty for making her leave. I race to the park and I sprint to her.

"Baby, I'm so sorry for making you leave."

"It's okay, I'm sorry for trying to pressure you into that."

Lilly seems to stare right through me, and seems like a robot. I stand on my toes to look at her at eye level, and grab her face.

"Babe, what's wrong?"

No response.

"Lil, what are you feeling right now?"

Still nothing.

"Lilly Ann Wyatt, talk to me! Did you hurt yourself?!" I questioned as I grabbed her arm before she could stop me and lifted up her sweatshirt. I gasped when I saw about 10 red lines, and my demons came back.

It's your fault she did this, you're a terrible girlfriend.

 "No" I whispered to myself. I scooped up the broken girl and sat her in the car. When we got home, I tucked her in without saying a word and wrapped my arms around her. She was so fragile and I could never lose her. I fell asleep with tears running down my face.

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Hey guys sorry I haven't updated in a long time! I've been pretty busy especially with school but I'll try to update more often. I hope you like it and I love you guys! xx