Across The Galaxy By Nori Elan

Yautja Healing Part 49

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Lex was in pain. She lie still, trying to be quiet. Her sex throbbed. She could feel herself swelling. Scar was knocked out to her side. She closed her eyes and tried to relax. The pain brought tears to her eyes. She remained still and allowed the tears to flow. Scar rested deeply. He was bone tired and felt weakened by their activities. He inhaled and smelled sodium chloride and ammonia. The scent of her lacrimation woke him immediately. He lie still but listened.

Scar could smell the scents even stronger. He lifted his head and saw her tears. His abrupt movement caused her to inhaled sharply, she tried to turn her face. He sat up carefully and pulled her to him. She was in great pain. "Lex, what is it?" She shook her head. "I'm fine." "You never tell me the truth!" He stated upset. She stared at him. "I'm..........I.....I feel pain.... I'll be fine. I do not want to talk about it." Scar moved to cradle her and she pushed from him. "Please....just let me lie here." She said wistfully.

Scar stared at her. He had been too rough. He reached for her and he held her.....he wanted to apologize. "I'm fine Scar. I don't need to be held and I don't want an apology." Scar felt hopelessness settle within him. He began to move from the bed. "NO! I don't want you to heal me. Just leave me be." Scar stopped...now he truly felt helpless. "Lex, allow me to prepare the tonic for you. It will help." "No. I don't want anything." She told him shortly. Scar lowered his head. He moved from the bed and Lex watched him. "I don't want to bathe. I just want to lie here. You can go and train if you want." Scar dropped his eyes. She sighed. He felt like going to her and forcing her to allow him to heal her.

Lex looked at him. He caught her eyes and tilted his head. He walked to her. "No! Leave me. Just let me lie here." He stopped and stared at her. She turned on her back, slowly and clearly in pain. She covered her eyes. He walked to her, anger in his steps. He lowered himself to the floor. He grabbed her arm from her eyes. "Alexa, I am sorry. I can not watch you suffer in this way. I was too rough. There are moments when I feel out of control. Due to your scent, warmth....your words. My lack of experience and control hinder my better judgement. Come here." "Scar...stop. Just lea...." His voiced boomed and thundered. He cut her words. "I AM NOT ASKING! Come to me!"

Lex turned to him and she saw real anger. He pulled her to him. She sat on the side of the bed and he moved between her legs. He touched her back and her neck, massaging where the bruising was starting to settle in. Scar scanned her body. She was tender in many places. He touched her shoulders and ran his hands down her sides. He reached up to caress her face. He pulled her face to his and grazed her with his mandibles. She sighed. He pushed her to lie back. She felt his palms spread her thighs. She tried to keep her knees together but he moved them apart. Lex was embarrassed by how fragile she must seem to him. Scar opened her and her swollen sex met his eyes. He stopped. She was ravaged, swollen and bright red. Her opening was swollen shut. The hood of her clitoris was a deeper red. It protruded outward. He couldn't believe his eyes.

Scar took a deep breath. He felt like an animal. He knew she couldn't survive a proper Yautja mating, she was sensitive...fragile and needed to be treated as such. Lex waited. She wanted to be everything to him. If he needed her in this way, she wanted to learn to endure it. She didn't want to complain or appear weak. She'd handled much worse! The kainde amedha, the bitter Antarctic cold, many years of solitude, loneliness.....no love, no family, no home, her father was the only person who ever made her feel loved. Lex never experienced being loved in a relationship, having a mate or ever wanting to love. She had a mate now. He wanted her and he'd endured much to be here. All of her attempts at dating were failures. She finally had a mate who cared for her, deeply. The circumstances were extraordinary. Her mate needed her and thought her special, her mate had traveled across the galaxy and stars to be with her. Scar wanted to marry her. She cursed herself. She was strong. She didn't want to complain.

Scar sat quietly. The sight of her red and swollen paralyzed him. Lex expelled a long held breath. She peeked at him. He sat with his head down. She sat up and moved to touch his shoulders. He was shaking. She gripped him and pulled herself to the edge of the bed. "Scar.....Baby. I'm sorry. I wish I was strong enough for you. I tried to be. I've disappointed you." Her words were soft and calm.

His shaking intensified. Scar looked up at her. Sadness in his eyes. Lex gasped silently. He touched her face. She tried to touch him but he gently pushed her to lie back. He moved closer to the bed and lifted her legs over his shoulders. She could feel his trembling. "Scar...please." He squeezed and rubbed her thighs, silencing her. He remained lowered on his haunches. He ran his tongue across his top row of teeth, cutting deeper than ever. His blood gushed into his mouth. He moved forward, opened his mandibles and licked her. He coated her completely. He spread her thighs apart and pushed his face into her sex. He extended his tongue and pushed it in as gently as possible.

Lex hissed and inhaled sharply. She covered her mouth to muffle her cries. She felt burning pain as he pushed his tongue into her canal. He moved in and out of her, coating her. He licked her cervix a few times, causing nausea to settle in the pit of her stomach. He could feel her swollen there as well. Scar could taste himself mixed with her cream, deep inside of her. She was tight and hot. He licked her opening one last time before moving back. He peered up to see her tears....

He sat still, trying to calm his nerves. He lifted himself from the floor and towered over her form. He crawled onto the bed and pulled her to the centre. She tried to hide her face. He reached for a blanket and covered them both. He moved her over him and held her tightly. He rubbed her waist and she felt herself relaxing. He felt the tension leave her body as well. Lex dozed. Her abdomen and vagina were starting to feel relief. Scar held her, he couldn't rest. He would need to be careful with her. She was fragile as she was strong.

Scar had never felt love. It wasn't even a concept that was discussed amongst Yautja males, unless they took a life mate. Even then, it wasn't overly thought upon nor shared with other warriors. Feelings were never divulged! Only the hunt and trophies. Rank and honours were sought and discussed, to a point. He was in love with Lex. She was the most important aspect of his life. He would treat her more carefully.

Scar wanted to take her from here and show her the galaxy.