Reincarnated Hearts 1: MY 1905 SENIORITA

Seniorita 13

Seniorita 13

Lutther:

"L-Lutther, I..I can't..." Aurora's voice was low yet I saw her pain immediately registered to her face. Sh*t, don't cry! But her tears ran down her cheeks—nasasaktan ako. Hindi ko naman kasi 'to ginusto! Kung may iba lang akong magagawa kaso—wala, e.

So, I did told her as she patiently listened up until my last word. I connected with her via video call at sinabi ko rin sa kaniya kung ba't hindi ko kaagad na-replyan lahat ng mga messages at tawag niya.

She's the most understandable girlfriend! At sana..sana ganun pa rin siya though my situation could tore her apart—but I wanted her to hold on to our love.

"Babe, please.. Isang taon—please wait for me. Selina and I will divorce eachother after a year. Gaya ng sinabi ko kanina—it's a paper." I wanna hold her face and calmed her around my arms. Tinuyo nito ang sariling mga luha at pilit na ngumiti sa screen. Her hands were shaking—I was shaking too! "Babe, Aurora.. Please hold on to me—isang taon lang. Pero it doesn't mean we couldn't see eachother—I and Selina had agreed already. You don't have to worry about that.." I coaxed her still. Kahit pa pinipilit niyang ngumiti—I hope she'd not tell broken words. Mas lalong hindi ko kakayanin.

Matagal na naming binuo ang relasyon na'to.

Nagpakatino ako sa buong taon na naging kaming dal'wa.

Ayokong sayangan ang mga taon na masaya—na kasama siya. Marami akong plano para sa'min. It will still continue though I was messed up right on this moment!

"Lutther, I can't..can't bare seeing you wed another woman. I'm sorry kung—kung nasasaktan ako. I am more sorry kasi kung diyan lang siguro ako nag-aral—"

"Aurora, this ain't your fault. Don't be sorry! Hindi ko rin gusting pumili between you and mom kasi alam mo kung ga'no kita kamahal.. But I want you to trust me this time, okay, babe? Trust me, please.. I will fix this—give me a year."

She nodded her head. She wanted me to feel ease damn it, hindi ito madali para sa'ming dal'wa!

"I..I trust you, Lutther—I always trust you.. I will wait for you after one year or even more. Gaya ng ginawa mo para sa'kin.. Hihintayin kita.." Oh, thank God! Parang may malaking tinik na nawala sa dibdib ko as she conformed that to me. I was already anticipating that she'd gonna throw me out her life—but hell not. I am too lucky to have her in my life!

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Selina:

Arg! Ang dami ko pang e-empake. Gosh! I got my second black luggage. I shouldn't missed this show in Paris! It was a good timing dahil nakauwi na ako when Bolton, my manager popped a recent message on my phone telling me that he got our tickets ready for our Paris show tomorrow.

I might have needed this. Kinuha ko ang mga leather boots and jacket ko at isinama sa maleta.

It was still one in the afternoon pero ayokong may mga gamit na maiwan. Sobrang layo pa naman ng Paris para kunin ko ang favorite shade kong lipstick, damn. Speaking of!

I was startled a bit when my phone rang. I was still searching for cosmetics stuffs to be carried along with me as I picked up my phone. Katatawag lang few minutes ago ni Bolton and reminded me for the second time around na 'wag na 'wag ma-le-late. Just like last.

"Bolton?" Bungad ko.

"This is Lutther." My eyes eyed directly back on my phone's screen. Sh*t. Si Lutther 'to? Ayst! Hindi ko pa kasi na-save yung number niya kaya hindi ko napansin.