beautiful butterfly || liskook

Chapter 18

Four years.

It has been four years since I left Korea.

Three years.

It has been three years since I last saw Jungkook.

Two years.

It has been two years since I last talked to Jungkook.

We decided to end it two years ago. He started catching feelings for someone else and he said that he saw no future of us being together.

Did it hurt? Like a motherfucker.

Life goes on, people come and go. It's just always going to be like that.

Do I still love him? I'd be lying if I said no.

Whenever I see him on the news, whenever I see an article about him, whenever I saw his picture on my Twitter time-line, my heart shatters all over again.

You must be thinking 'Lisa, it's been four years, get over it'. Sis, if only I could move on as fast as he did. Jungkook helped me grow so much as a person. He earned the spot in my heart that still exists up to now. I've tried dating other guys to erase him but he just won't get out of my head.

I've continued loving him from afar for many years.

My father is pushing me to date since he's seen how sad and lonely and how much of a loser his daughter really is.

I'm currently on the plane, on my way back to South Korea. I can barely feel my ass from sitting on the plane for fourteen hours now.

Jennie and Rosé will have a full album collab and I'm in charge of it. There was no way I would pass that.

"Greetings, passengers. Thank you for flying with us. We will now begin our descent to Incheon National Airport"

I rolled my eyes.

I don't know how many times I have ridden an airplane but i have never gotten used to the painful air pressure and I probably never will. That shit hurts, it makes me want to rip my ears off.

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I finally made my way out of my airport to see my brother waiting for me.

I smiled and squeeled as if I won the lottery. I dropped all my luggage and ran to my 'brother'.

"OPPAAAAA" I said as I jumped on him, hugging him tightly.

"LISA-YAAAHH" He wrapped his arms around me and spun me around. "I miss you, annoying little brat"

"I missed you more" I smiled, not breaking the hug. "God, I missed Korea"

"Yeah, let's talk in the car. Come on, get your stuff"

3rd person

"Why're we heading to your house?" Lisa asked, a bit bothered.

"Oh, I left something on my bed" Jin reasoned.

Only one person was on Lisa's mind. Jungkook.

She struggled to get him out of her head as if he was tattooed on her brain.

"How has mom been" Lisa asked as she stared outside the window, leaning her head on the frame.

"Excited as ever" Jin chuckled. "I'm really busy nowadays so I barely visit her. But I make sure to visit at least once in a month"

Lisa nodded in response.

Jin stared at Lisa inquisitively, his eyebrows. "Something seems different--YOUR BANGS"