beautiful butterfly || liskook

Chapter 12

"Don't you need to go now?" I asked worriedly. "You have a schedule tomorrow morning, am I right?"

Jungkook nodded, "I do, but it's still early"

"It's midnight, Jungkook" I sighed.

"I'll go in a few minutes, alright?"

"You can't keep up these late night visits, Kook. You're an idol, you have a busy schedule. You need sleep. And you sneaking out of your house just to visit me isn't getting any much better. This has been going on for a month now"

Yes, it has been a month since Jungkook confessed. He'd sneak out of his house every night to come and visit me. Until now, we still have no label.

"When can you be mine?" He sighed as he continued to admire the star filled sky.

"Jungkook" I sighed. "I can't date, you know that"

"Why not? You never told me" He frowned.

"Because I can't"

"Do you not trust me, Lisa?"

"Please don't see it that way" I sighed and grabbed his hand. "I really do trust you"

"Is this what you want?" He withdrew his hand from my grasp. "I come here every night. We hug, we kiss, we cuddle. Is that plainly what you want? We do everything couples do yet we have no label"

"Jungkook, you don't understand-"

"Then make me understand" His voice softened. "What's stopping you from opening your heart to me?"

"I can't..."

"So we can't be together" He painfully said. "You should've said that before I kissed you two months ago"

I couldn't say anything, I didn't know what to say. I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out.

"It's late, I'll go now" He sighed and grabbed his bag. He walked towards me and pecked my forehead like he'd always do before leaving.

He then walked out of the room leaving me speechless.

Did we just have our first fight?

Tears started forming in my eyes as I started to overthink.

I want to be with him, I really do, no doubt. But I'll have to take risks. I know for a fact that I'm not allowed to date until sajangnim reveals me. He'll surely disapprove of Jungkook and I's nonexistent relationship. What's worse is that I haven't told Jungkook. He's all honest with me, he's told me almost everything about himself while he hasn't even scratched the surface of my life.

My phone started ringing. I answered it.

"Yes, oppa? It's midnight, what do you need?" I sighed.

"Are you crying, Lali?" I heard his worried voice ask. "What's wrong little one? Is it because of a boy? Who do I have to beat up?"

"No, oppa. I just watched a really sad movie"

"What movie? You usually don't cry when it comes to movies"

Think of something convincing...

"Hachiko. I watched Hachiko" I made up.

"Oh, I see. I just called because Jungkook wasn't in his room when I checked"

"Maybe he went to the bathroom, oppa"