𝙱𝚇𝙱 𝙾𝙽𝙴𝚂𝙷𝙾𝚃𝚂 | 𝚆𝙷𝚈 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝚆𝙴

loving you is easy (donah)

warning(s): some mature language

*daniel pov*
I never understood how jonah could just hold me while I was upset and not get annoyed

I've always been told you need to look after yourself

But with jonah, it's different

Almost like he wants to hold me and make me feel better

I love him so much, but I just don't understand how he can still be with me

I thought after the first month of us dating he'd realize he doesn't want me

But after that I thought it must be a fluke and he'd leave me after 6 months

He stayed

After a year, he stayed

And now after 2 years, 2 months, 1 week, and 5 days, he's still holding me at night, comforting me when I need it

I'm so fucking grateful but I'm also so confused

How can he still love me?

Nobody ever had

Not before I met the boys

And the fans

It confuses me

How they can all still love me

My mother died

My father ran away

My siblings were put in a home

I ran

I ran as far away as I possibly could

If they ever really loved me they wouldn't have been able to leave me so easily

I was only 8

Imagine an 8 year old alone in the world

I'm doing pretty well considering

An amazing boyfriend

Amazing best friends

I'm in a band, that's all I've ever wanted

I have amazing fans

It's just confusing how they can all continue to love me

Don't get me wrong I'm so lucky

It just continues to baffle me how the world can be so great

I didn't grow up that way

But here I am

An amazing life

Confused and in love

*jonah pov*
I just woke up but I didn't see daniel

That's weird

I got up and went downstairs

Maybe he got up early

"Hey guys have you seen daniel?"

They all shook their heads

Well that's weird

I heard a sniffle coming from the backyard

What the hell?

Oh my god it's daniel

Why is he in the backyard crying?

I opened the back foot and he jumped a bit

"Sorry bubba I didn't mean to scare you. Are you ok?"

He nodded

"Dani don't lie please. What's going on?"

I sat next to him and he threw himself into me

He sobbed quietly into my shirt

"Oh baby. What happened dani?"

He shrugged

"C'mon you can tell me. You know you can always talk to me."

"I-I know."

"Ok good. Now what's going on?"

"I-I don't know. E-Everything?"

"Baby what's everything?"

"How can you still love me? I'm always in the way. You have to listen to me complain about life when it's better than ever. I just cry all the time a-and how are you not annoyed of me yet? I-I just-"

"Baby, loving you is easy."

His breathing slowly went back to normal and he's nuzzled himself further into me

"I just love you so much jonah."

"I love you so much more daniel."

"Please never leave me."

"I couldn't live with myself."

He smiled up at me

I leaned down and pecked his lips

wc: 533
that was short and rushed but oh well
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