More than just what you think

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When you tell me your leaving for a vacation outside the country, it's more than just the sadness you see on the surface. It goes so much deeper than that. Every single person that has been in my life at one point or another, and has promised they wouldn't leave, walked right out without even giving it a second thought. I know you tell me endless times over that your not leaving me, but the feelings are exactly the same to me and I don't know what to do about them.

My ex really fucked me up worse than I thought. Leaving the way he did this time around, really shattered whatever trust and faith I had left in humanity. It's not that I don't believe that you love me, cause you remind me how much you do everyday, it's just that I really can't take another heartbreak.

Before you, I was ready to completely give up on relationships, because I thought all guys were the same, but then you came into my life and proved that statement wrong. And I love you more with each passing day and can't believe that your actually mines. I mean look at you! Your perfect and I can't wait to start a life with you

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