My Worst Fear

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My worst fear is unlike many others,

Some fear darkness, some heights, some clowns,

And don't get me wrong I do have a fear of those things but my fear is much worse

I fear the people I have in my life are suddenly going to decide to leave me, even after promising they won't

I have had that happen countless times before, which seems to be adding onto the already existing anxiety and fear that I carry around every day 

It's a very destructive feeling waking up every morning, wondering when the people I hold close to me are going to decide they don't want to deal with me anymore 

Promises aren't meant to be broken, but I have seen it happen before, honestly I really don't know what I want you to do but please, 

knowing everything  I went through before, all I ask is that you keep that in mind when I seem to be shutting the world out 

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