Damaged

Chapter 14

I looked at him dumb founded. He use to have sex with other girls? But... Didn’t  he know that his mate was out there? He didn’t think about me for one second did he. He slid the note pad back in front of me but I simply stared at it.

I didn’t even dream of kissing somebody else and he was out having sexual intercourse with other females? Human to be specific. Of course humans, any other wolf wouldn’t give it up in hopes of finding their mate. Like me but I guess that was a mistake.

I ran my hand through my hair and watched as he started to eat. He looked at me and sighed “Sierra please eat something.” He mumbled giving me a pleading look but I just looked over at the girl. Lisa, she had curves a lot more than mine.

No wonder he wanted her “Just stop thinking about it. It was before I knew you-” I even surprised myself as I banged my hand on the table causing it to rock and catch everyones attention. I grabbed the note pad and scribbled ‘You knew I was out there somewhere’ I picked up the note and threw it at him. He started to pant put he didn’t move.

He wouldn’t dare put a hand on me. I made my way out of the place and let out a breath as tears slid down my cheeks “Sierra.” His voice sent shivers down my spine but I ignored all of that as I turned to look up at him. He stopped in his tracks and stared at me “I was rebellious back then please just let me explain...” His voice cracked as he came closer and wiped away my tears.

I shook my head and walked over to the car causing him to groan “No Sierra. Out of everyone in the world you’re the only one I care about even explaining my actions to. Please.” He spoke sternly this time and I turned around this time to see his shoulders slumped “Don’t turn your back on me to... Please... Not you...” He pleaded stepping forward to be standing in front of me now.

My wolf begged us to comfort him, to assure him it was okay but I had to hold my ground... I looked up at him and my heart ached as he looked at me with pleading brown orbs “Please Sierra please...” He whispered cupping my cheek and leaning down resting his forehead against mine.

I was about to give in when I reminded myself of just how badly it hurt me. I stepped back and his arms fell to his side as the sadness he held disappeared and it was replaced with anger "You aren't going anywhere." He mumbled bluntly opening the passenger door and giving me a warning look daring me to even try to leave.

I hesitated a bit but I got in anyway. He slammed the door shut and I flinched at it. He got into the drivers side and we sped off eventually getting back on the dirt road "My mom died." he mumbled suddenly causing me to look over at him in surprise.

He gripped the wheel to the point his knuckles were white as he avoided looking me in the eye "I was only eleven okay.

After I was just rebellious, don't ask me why I did the things I did because I wouldn't be able to answer you." He explained letting out a breath as he pulled over to the side and stopped the car looking over at me the expression in his face that caused my stomach to twirl "I know I made mistakes, some that you haven't even heard of yet because there's so many. But I won't let you leave me Sierra... I need you. You're mine and I won't let you leave." He spoke sternly then turned back to the road and continued to drive... I couldn't do anything but look at him.. He needed me?