Damaged

Chapter 37

I don't know for how long I sat there crying but soon the sun started to lower and I looked over at the clock to see it was seven o-clock. I rubbed my temples as I began to get a massive head ache from all the crying I been doing.

I stood from the bed and walked into the bathroom not bothering to look at myself in the mirror. I got out of all of my clothes and started the shower. I leaned against the sink counters as I waited for the water to warm up. I stared at the wall for a good five minutes before entering the shower and allowing the hot water to hit my skin. The slight sting it gave me was a painful yet satisfying sensation since I wasn't able to feel anything anymore. I was numb but the hurt in my heart was very much felt. I grabbed the body wash and washed myself then washed my hair with conditioner and shampoo before rinsing off and turning off the shower.

I grabbed one towel and dried myself off before wrapping it around myself, I grabbed the second one and dried off my hair before wrapping it around my hair. I walked out into the room to realize all my clothes were in Rayne's room. I let out a breath and unlocked my door peeking out to make sure nobody was watching. Once I was sure nobody was there or coming I walked across the hallway and into Rayne and I's room. I closed the door behind me and opened the closet doors.

I let out a breath as I stood there for a second before I raised my chin and grabbed some lace black and pink underwear, with a pink and black bra. I walked over to the long mirror and took off the towel wrapped around my head letting my brown hair out. I had blonde ends and I turned side ways admiring myself.

I had curves, I was beautiful. I walked over to my suit case and placed it on the bed grabbing my smaller make up kit inside of it. I put base on my face before adding powder, I put on pink lipstick, black eyeliner and smiled at my reflection. I grabbed some lotion and rubbed it on my exposed skin. I grabbed some perfume and sprayed it all over my body. I turned back to the mirror and was startled as I spotted a pair of black eyes behind me standing in front of the door.

I turned quickly to see Rayne... I gasped as he pinned me to the wall and engulfed me into a tight embrace. I wrapped my arms around his neck and closed my eyes tightly begging the moon goddess that this wasn't a dream. I felt his lips peck at my neck and I let out a shaky breath "R-Rayne.." I whimpered pushing back on his shoulders so I could see him.

He was panting as his dark black eyes roamed my body and I felt my face flush and I nibbled on my bottom lip. He set his hands at the back of my thighs and lifted them up so that they were wrapped around his waist and my back was leaning completely on the wall.

I don't know where the courage came from but I shoved him back and thankfully landed on my feet. He growled lowly at me... Not a word has been said. I eyed him closely as he stepped forward "You think you can have me easily? As easy as those human sluts you use to sleep with?" I shot angrily glaring at him. He tensed and his jaw clenched as his chest rumbled a growl begging to escape "We spoke about this." He reminded his eyes wandering up and down my body. I was torturing him and that was exactly what I was aiming for. I raised an eyebrow as his eyes finally met mine all my nerves and bashfulness disappearing "You can't have me." I mumbled causing him to stand straight as his eyes squinted at me "How much you want to bet, that I will." He challenged and with such speed he grabbed my wrists and pinned them to the wall his forehead resting against mine as he allowed his lips to simply hover over mine.

My knees felt weak and my body felt hot... I nibbled on my bottom lip as I couldn't deal with it anymore and clashed my lips hungrily against his.