Damaged

Chapter 39

Rayne's POV Whaaaat?

Rayne's POV.

I reject you... I reject you... I reject you... Those words repeated themselves in my head as I seemed to lose control of my whole body and lunged at her. She let out a scream as I pinned her to the wall by her arms growling "Take it back!" I exclaimed hearing the door fly open but I could care less "Take it back!" I repeated forcefully trembling... Not in anger...

But in fear. Fear of losing her, fear of never seeing her again... I gripped her tightly as she whimpered in my touch "Rayne let her go you're scaring her." Dad pointed out but I could care less. She wasn't leaving me, she couldn't I needed her... "Take it back..." This time it came out pathetically as pain shot through my body. What would I do without her? The all too familiar emptiness from before I met her slid through me and it felt as though I had just been stabbed "Please..." I added looking her directly into her eyes "Rayne let her go." Dad repeated soothingly placing a hand on my shoulder but I shrugged it off I placed my attention back on Sierra.

"You don't mean it." I tried convincing myself but something in her eyes told me she was leaving. I heard a couple more people enter the room but I could care less. I needed her to say it, to tell me she needed me. That she didn't mean it, but she didn't. She just looked back at the people behind me "Let her go Rayne." Marshall spoke sternly but I didn't care. I couldn't let her go... "Rayne please. You guys can talk calmly later." Ian advised and soon a set of hands rested on my shoulder and slowly pulled me away from her. I let go reluctantly and watched as she walked away from me...

Not even giving me a second look "Rayne liste-" I cut dad off with a growl and turned to everyone in the room "Let me be!" I exclaimed causing everyone to flinch. Ian nodded and began to usher everyone away out of the room "You guys can talk about it late-" Dad tried to continue but I simply growled "Oh like you and mother did!?" I shot facing him now growling lowly "You talked it out then she sneaked out in the middle of the night and got killed by a bunch of rouges!" I reminded dad tensing as everyone stopped walking out and looked at me with wide eyes including Sierra. Dad stepped back and nodded.

"You need time to yourself Rayne." He mumbled before walking past everyone and out the room. I glared at Sierra and growled loudly causing all of them to flinch again "Don't come back!" I exclaimed not meaning it, but I was in so much pain just looking at her caused me physical pain.

She started to sob as she rushed out and I glared at everyone as they left. I slammed the door shut and multiple growls erupted from me as I turned and swung my fist directly into the wall. I pulled it out of the wall and slammed my body into it causing a huge hole. I clawed at everything I was able to break through. I was there for hours just destroying the room I use to call ours...

I sat at the edge of shredded bed and looked at myself in the mirror that was now shattered leaning against the wall. My dark black eyes showed exactly what I was feeling... Empty. I started to tremble and clawed my own wrists growling loudly. I clawed at my chest and shook viciously as anger and sadness surrounded me. The door flew open but my vision was blurred from the tears that were escaping. Sets of hands held my wrists so I was unable to do anymore harm to myself "Get Dr. Ross! He's hurt himself!" Ian yelled down the hallway. Well that brings back memories...