Damaged

Chapter 41

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Rayne's POV.

After I was brought to Dr. Ross and she cleaned and patched me up I drove all the way to the house I had bought for me and Sierra. I parked in front of it and I couldn't get myself to get out of the car as I thought of all the hopes I had for me and Sierra. We could get away from the pack, have more privacy and fall in love. We could have pups and just live happily.

I leaned against the seat and let out a breath, I had bought it near the city where rouges didn't dare wander towards. We could have been happy together away from everything, just us. I finally got out of the car and entered the house. I walked into the living room and let out a breath. It was big and it held two L shaped cream couches and a plasma, some nice portraits hanged on the white walls, and dark brown curtains on the windows.

I made my way to the kitchen and let out a breath.. It was a medium sized kitchen, counters against all three walls except where the entrance was, an island counter laid in the middle and I made sure the cabinets weren't too high and just in case they were... I got her a stepping stool since she was small. I walked up stairs and into the bedroom that we were meant to share. A king sized bed laid in the middle, red sheets and blankets on it, and brown pillows. A walk in closet, and bathroom separate from the one in the hallway.

I leaned against the wall and slid down the wall staring at the bed. We could have been sleeping right now, I could have been holding her in my arms and everything could have been okay. But, I just had to let my conscious get to me and walk away from her. I just felt so disgusting for sleeping with so many woman, I wanted to make it up to her before we had sex. I wanted it to be special, I wanted it to be here... But she left me. I instantly grew angry and I stood. I was well dressed so I got in my car and drove to the city club. Mate... "She left us remember." I spat to my pathetic wolf that just couldn't seem to get over Sierra.

I parked in the club parking lot and made sure I looked right before entering. The music was blasting and everyone was drinking and grinding. I walked over to the bar and old man Ken gave me a confused expression before leaning over and yelling in my ear "I thought you had settled with your mate?" He questioned and I simply waved him off and raised my finger. He nodded and poured me the usual, whiskey. I gulped it down and let out a satisfied "aah" I turned in my stool and watched everyone dance and enjoy their lives. Why couldn't I? Why was I forced to tie down?

She didn't want me anyway so why not have some fun? I stood and approached a beautiful woman. She had beautiful curly black hair and a skin right black dress with black pumps, I thought she could make this feeling go away... But the moment she turned and smirked grabbing my hand seductively all I felt like doing was throwing up as my stomach did a flip. I forced a smile and stepped back settling back in my stool. Ken chuckled and set another glass of whiskey in front of me "Thought it was easy huh?" Ken yelled chuckling and shaking his head "It can take years before you can move on." He pointed out nodding and looking around "I advise you to go back home to your mate and fix whatever has happened." He admitted going back to serving drinks.

I let out a breath before gulping down my second glass of whiskey and simply staring down at it. I still wanted Sierra, tonight just proved it. Any other time that woman would have came back home with me and would be gone and forgotten in the morning. With Sierra it was different... When we were about to have sex she made me feel complete. Proud that she was mine, I wanted to wake up beside her and do it all over again.

I wanted her to have my pup and just stay by my side forever. I rubbed the back of my neck "Go home to your mate boy." Ken ordered raising an eyebrow and smirking as I smiled and stood. That's exactly what I would do.