Starting Over The End

Chapter 22

Chapter 22

Belle's POV

Ghad! That Ken is such a big stressor! He doesn't know girls, tas manliligaw na nga lang bata pa. Of course, they have a lot of differences noh!

Why am I thinking of it? Eh, nasolve na rin naman niya yung issue niya about their date.

Date doesn't need to be OA to be perfect, it just needs me and Lablab to be perfect.

Corny, I know -___-

"...we know Carmy. Kailan ka nga ba talaga uuwi? Your children are waiting...she's fine. Okay, kailan ka uuwi? Ilang linggo na ako sa Pilipinas Carmy.....Next, next week? Okay, just be sure! O sige na. I'll see you. Take care Honey."

Next, next week na ang uwi ni Mommy? Why do I suddenly feel nothing? I decided to leave Daddy alone. If Mommy's going home, it means, I will know if I'm gonna survive or not.

Pero bakit ganito? I don't feel anything?! I don't feel pain!!! Hindi ko maramdamang may sakit ako!!! Is it possible that I am already in good condition? Did a miracle happened? I even danced and gave my full energy on the competition. Wala naman akong naramdaman na anything, basta napagod lang ako, and it is normal!

Tumakbo ako sa kwarto ko at nagkulong. I suddenly remembered Cloud!!! My lablab!!! My one and only love. Paramn nawala lahat ng lakas ng loob ko na sabihin sa kanya, but I need to. I'm not getting any younger.

In every sunset, my life shortens.

Kung dati wala na akong pakialam if I'll survive or not, ngayon, meron na. Si lablab. Siya na lang ang dahilan ko para umasang may mabuting balita si Mommy.

Mommy funded a research in New York. It aims to find a cure with my disease. I have HCM. We’ve known since I was in highschool kaya pinatigil nila ako from cheerdance. Bawal ako sa mga nakakapagod na bagay and I can’t drink. But, I love cheerdance kaya kahit alam kong bawal, sumasayaw pa rin ako. Tutal, I feel like I need to live my life to the fullest.  

As long as I take meds, I’m okay. Pero alam kong lumalala na din siya. Katawan ko to eh, nararamdaman ko naman. I know HCM is curable, but parang hindi umeepekto sa akin yung ibang gamot ang treatment. As what the doctor said in New York, I have a rare case. That’s why I felt like I’m dying.

Hindi ko na lang talaga kaya na wala si Lablab sa tabi ko. Lablab already pained a lot because of girls. Ayoko na makadagdag pa. Pero sabi ko nga dati, I can't lose him. Mamatay na lang ako kesa ipagtabuyan ko siya.

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"Milooooovessss!!!!!! Waaaah!!!!!" Lou shouted inside the classroom. Doesn't he know that it is finals week and everyone is on study mode?

"Can’t you shut up? I'm studying here!"

"Nooo!!! Tara na dali!!!!" Paghila niya sa akin.

"Shit naman Lou eh! Bakit ba?" Nakakairita na kasi eh.

"Si Enzo!!!!! Sinugod niya si Cloud yourloves!!! Nagbubugbugan sila ngayon sa may fountain!!!!"

Without any second thoughts I run with all my might. Damn it! Ano na naman bang trip ni Enzo? The fuck!

"MOVEOUT BITCHES!!!!" I shouted. Ang dami kasing usisera sa paligid. The fvck.

I saw the two of them, it was evident in their eyes that no one will give up the fight unless one goes into coma. Sheez!

"Belle, mabuti pa umalis ka na muna dito," bulong sa akin nung isang associate ni Enzo. Gago ba siya? How can I go? Eh binubugbog yung boyfriend ko diyan!