Starting Over The End

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

Belle's POV

Nakakainis yang si Hugo! BV siya.

I was freaking worried tapos tatawanan lang ako?! The eff! Nakakainisi kaya!

Worrying is so new in my system. Tapos ganun-ganun lang? I swear, I won't worry about him anymore. BV siya.

"Belle, is there any problem?" Tanong ni Kuya. Eto pa isang pakialamero. Ugh.

Nakakainis kasi halos lahat ng nasa kwarto ko pinapaalala si Cloud. The fudge! Kaya lumabas ako, pero nakalimutan kong may Kuya Roi nga pa pala. Oh geez!

"Nothing. Pagod lang ako."

Tumabi sakin si Kuya at nilagay yung kanang kanang kamay niya sa forehead ko, which I tapped. "Pagod? Alam mo namang bawal kang mapagod eh. Ano bang ginawa mo?"

"Dapat si Cloud yung mapagod eh...kanina pa kaya siya takbo ng takbo sa isip mo," sabi ni Lou tsaka nilapag sa table yung meds ko.

Tiningnan ako ng nakakaloko ni Kuya. "What?!"

"Ni hindi ka man lang magdedeny?"

I just stared back.

"Be honest with me. Kayo na ba?" Ugh. Hotseat?! "Belle...just answer me. Please?"

Wala naman akong isasagot eh. Hindi ko alam kung ano nga ba kami.

"Kuya...what would you do?"

Huminga ng malalim si Kuya bago ako sagutin,"Wala. You know that I like Cloud."

"Your rules...Enzo and every---"

"You're happiness is far more important than anything else."

"Even with my health?"

"Belle.......you'll be okay," sabi ni Kuya. Alam kong ayaw niyang pinag-uusapan namin yun, pero one way or another we should. We can't ignore it.  "Kayo na nga ba ni Cloud?"

"I don-----"

"Miloves!!!!!!!!! Come here!!!!!" Ang lakas ng sigaw ni Lou, grabe! Makabasag eardrums.

Pagtakbo namin ni Kuya kay Lou, napatitig na lang ako dun sa labas ng gate. To think that it's 20 meters away from the house, nakuha pa niyang magga-ganyan ah.

"Ope--"

"No! Let him," pagpigil ko kay Kuya. Gusto ko lang maexperience to. Yung parang ligawan dati. Si lalaki ay nasa baba ng bahay and si girl nasa may bintana pinapanuod ang anumang gagawin ni lalaki. I find it so cute.

Cloud was there standing beside his car holding a pink cardboard saying, I'M SORRY. I WAS JUST SO HAPPY THAT YOU CARE :) I LOVE YOU ARABELLE <3

Lou just melted. Haha. Natunaw na si Lou sa kilig. Haha. I am not as OA as this one outside, pero inside?! Halos maihi na ako sa kilig. Kung hindi lang ako nakakapit sa railings, I'm sure that napaupo na rin ako.

"Will you just stay there forever?" Kuya asked and nudged me. "C'mon...say something."

 Tinignan ko lang ulit si Cloud and hell, he looks so sad. Akala niya siguro galit pa rin ako. Oh my fudge! Nagmadali akong tumakbo pababa kaso he already left. Damn it.

No choice. I run after the car, though I know that's impossible.

"Stop that fucking car!!!" I shouted at the guards. "I said, STOP THAT FUCKING CAR!!!" Argh! Atleast the car stopped but me, I'm fucking tired.

I can feel na babagsak na ako anytime. If I just don't love you, I won't do this.

Naramdaman ko na lang na may mga brasong bumalot sa akin. I hugged back like there's no tomorrow. "I hate you," I whispered.