Starting Over The End

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

 

Belle's POV

I will be hypocrite if I'll tell that I don't like Cloud. I like him and that's my problem.

Natatakot ako na kapag mas lumalim yung nararamdaman ko sa kanya. Gusto ko siyang layuan, gustong-gusto. Pero di ko kayang gawin.

Just the mere thinking of it, kills me. But, I don't wanna be selfish. I know, everything will be in mess.

"Nagshoshopping ka pala dito? Ang init. Grabe!"

Natatawa ako kay Cloud. Maarte pa sa akin. We are here in Divisoria. Mamimili kasi ako ng costume para sa mga maids namin, may party kasi sila sa village.

As we roam around I realized that Cloud is someone who is important in my life. Hindi ko alam kung paano nangyari, I just realized it. Kapag nandyan siya I feel like I'm complete and I can just be me. No pretentions.

How will I tell him that we can't be, kung ako pa lang parang di ko kaya na wala siya sa tabi ko.

I didn't give him an answer yet when he aksed if he can court me. Action speaks louder than words as per reminded by Lou.

I admit, I was so happy when Cloud asked me that. I know that whoever Cloud loves is super lucky. He is a stupid masochist after all. Hindi na maalis sa kanya yun. That's why we can't be together.

Right now, I'm being selfish. I'm leading him on.

"Cloud! Ano ba?! It's not funny!"

"We are in a public place...wag ka masyado mataray."

"So? Magtataray ako kahit nasan pa tayo. Okay?!"

"Kaw talaga! You know what brat?! Hindi lahat kagugustuhan yang katarayan mo."

"I know that's why I value those who stays with me even if I'm a big brat."

"Pinapakilig mo ako Belle. Shit. This is so gay!"

"Hey, FYI, you're not one of those people."

"Wala na tapos na kinilig na ako. You can't get it back. Haha. Let's go, baka mabugbog ko na yung lalaking kanina ka pa pinagpapantasyahan. Bat ba kasi ang ganda mo?"

I know I'm beautiful, pero pag si Cloud ang nagsasabi kinikilig ako. Sht.

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While sinusukatan yung mga maids nung mananahi, I just can't get Cloud out of my mind. Nakakainis! I need to focus on designing their costume.

"Manang! Pengeng meryenda!!!" Kuya's here! Istorbo.