Best friends, Lovers, or Nothing? [YongShin FanFic]

Chapter 39

Chapter 39

February 2014

----Shinhye's POV----

 "Thank you very much." I bowed at the small audience at a bar in Akihabara while holding my guitar. 

I immediately went out as I was done for the night.

"Shinhye-ssi." I turned around to look at who's calling me.

"Oh, Lee Minho-ssi." I smiled at him.

"Done with your job?" He asked.

"Yeah. Well, gotta work hard, I need the money."

He smiled, but I don't know if it was a sincere one, "For concerts?"

I smirked, "Yes, that and of course, my living expenses."

"Shinhye-ssi, aren't you sick of hiding? And blending in the crowds?" His tone suddenly got serious.

I bowed my head, not knowing what to say.

"Well, it's your choice anyway. But remember, you can always come back."

I knew what he meant by I can always come back.

5 months ago.

 2 months after I left Korea, I finally had a stable job, a singer at a bar in Akiba.

It was a peaceful Sunday for me, a day-off...

I turned the TV on, and I switched the channel to a Korean channel and it was currently showing celebrity news. I was hoping for news about CNBLUE but I saw a different kind of news, it was devastating...

"Breaking news, SNSD's Seohyun and Super Junior's Kyuhyun confirmed to be dating! After how many long years of being rumored to be dating, SM Entertainment finally..."

My ears twitched. It feels like my jaw dropped to the ground.

"What the hell is this?" I asked myself. My knees felt weak, I fell down.

What? So she just deceived me?

"SHE MADE MY LIFE MISERABLE AND NOW THIS IS WHAT I GET?! I WAS MANIPULATED!" I know it's crazy but I shouted at myself.

Now what? This is humiliating. I left Yonghwa, believing that that witch can change herself. I'm so stupid.

5 months later (Present)....

"It's not that simple, Minho-ssi." I said then I started walking ahead.

"Why?"

I sighed, "What? Do you think he'll just accept me as if nothing happened? You think it's alright to say Sorry, I was wrong. I was fooled by Seohyun. Can we just forget about what happened? Is that even right? I don't even deserve to be forgiven, it just proves that I was weak. My love was weak." I said with no hesitation.

"Pride." I turned around to look at him.

"What?"

"Your pride got hurt. That's why you can't face him anymore. Yes, you're right, your love is weak because you can't even ask for another chance." He looked straight into my eyes.

"I am a coward. I know. I'm the worst." I bitterly smiled.

"And you keep on showing up in their concerts. Definitely, the worst."

I wasn't able to say a word.

"You know what? Isn't love all about the risks?"

"Huh?"

"I think he still loves you."

I shook my head, "That's impossible."

"Have you heard their new song?"

"I haven't listened to it yet."

He didn't speak, instead he brought his phone out from his pocket.

He fiddled with it for a while and my heart stopped when I heard the song that started playing.

That song.

Can't stop me now~ Can't stop me now...

The song he wrote for me months back before we started dating.

What is the meaning of this?

<To be continued>

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A/N: Hey hey~ Have you watched Pinocchio? Shinhye's new drama? Isn't it soooo interesting? It's actually better than The Heirs tbh. 

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