Best friends, Lovers, or Nothing? [YongShin FanFic]

Chapter 42

Chapter 42

"Mom, please stop joking around." I know, that she wasn't joking, I just didn't want to hear it. I wasn't ready to hear it.

"I'm not joking."

I bitterly smiled, "Why would he?"

"Why not? He loves you, Shinhye."

I didn't utter another word. Do I even deserve this? After what I did to him, do I even deserve to go back to him?

"I can't." I looked down on the floor.

"You can't... or you want to but you're just scared?" Bingo.

She stood up, "Anyway..." She suddenly grabbed her luggage, "I won't be staying here in your apartment, dear."

"No, mom. You can stay."

"Nah, I want to stay at a hotel. Do you want to come with me? Take a break for a while."

"B-but...."

She held my shoulder, "Take a break, Shinhye-ya." She said while smiling. I eventually gave in, I need to take a break anyway.

We stayed at a hotel in Tokyo. And I took my mom to different places while she's here.

On her last day in Japan, she suddenly told me to come with her to a concert.

"Mom, who's gonna be performing?"

I kept asking her but the only answer I get is.....

"You'll see." 

I was actually thinking.... A concert, huh... Don't tell me....?

I was about to search on the internet about the concert but my mom snatched it from my hand.

"No phone, okay dear?"

We arrived at Yokohama Arena.... I saw all the people, the fans, the posters....

I knew it.

I sighed, "Mom, what are we doing here at CNBLUE's concert? I thought you wanted me to take a break?"

"I told you to take a break from work. Besides, aren't you a fan of CNBLUE? And it's not like he's gonna spot you among the audience even if we're in VIP section, he won't spot you so don't worry." She said while showing me the VIP tickets.

"VIP? Mom, you wasted money."

She smiled, "CNBLUE isn't a waste of money. Trust me, everything will be alright."

 My jaw literally dropped when we got to our seats.

"Mom! Seriously? Front row seats?" I complained. What the hell, how did my mom get these, and ughhhh why front row seats?? I just wanna run away. I have a bad feeling about this, he might see me. And that can't happen.

She raised her eyebrow, "Don't worry. He won't find you." She said as if she can read my mind.

Then after that, we just silently waited for the concert to start. And after an hour or so, it finally started.

Their opening song was their Japanese song, Time is Over. And after that, they performed their new songs from their new album, I'm not much familiar with them, since I tried really hard to avoid...them. I just calmly watched the concert, although my heart is fluttering with excitement.

I was silently sitting down, just watching them... Just looking at him.... Jung Yonghwa... My heart is beating fast that I could barely breathe.Yes, of course I still love you... But I don't deserve you.

After a few songs, Yonghwa played a familiar tune on the keyboard. It's that song.

He coughed before speaking, "Uhm... I just wanna thank the fans again, for coming here. Thank you for supporting us. We love you." The crowd went wild as he said that but then he signaled them to stay quiet for a bit.

"Do you guys love us too? Do you love me?" He asked and then the fans immediately shouted 'Yes'

He smiled, "If you really love me, then you won't get mad at me no matter what I will do from now on." The fans' mood suddenly became serious.

"I'm sorry guys, but I just have to do this or else... I'll lose her again."

What is he saying?

He suddenly snapped his finger and I was shocked as a spotlight suddenly shone over me and I saw myself on the big screen in front.

My heart almost stopped as he called out...

"Park Shinhye."

<To be continued>