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"injunie?" jaemin asked sleepily.
it was sunday morning and he woke up late after going home the night before crying, again.
he let his guard down. he hurt himself again. he let himself be vulnerable that time. he let jeno enter his life again, completely forgetting about the other factors. factors like yeeun. jeno's girlfriend. jaemin often see them together in the school but they act nothing close to being couple. still, jaemin believe that the two were a couple.
jaemin cried himself to sleep. he admitted, he was hurt, guilty, and jealous when he saw yeeun in jeno's apartment. hurt because he knew that the girl has all rights to be there, she was the owner's girlfriend so there's no issue for that.
guilty that he didn't remember that jeno already has a girlfriend but still tried to be close, to the extent cuddle, to him.
and jealous because.. of yeeun, perhaps. the girl was so lucky. she's holding jeno's heart, the boy who jaemin loves.
yes, jaemin still loves jeno. even with all that happened, he still loves jeno. even through jeno's jerkiness, arrogant and over confident attitude, he still loves him. jaemin still loves jeno.
but he knew he can't do anything but to love jeno from a far, or near. jaemin knew that although jeno's acting all strange and clingy around him, the older boy still hates him to the core.
"huang renjun?" jaemin called out again, exiting the bedroom to look for renjun.
the time he woke up, the bed beside his was already fixed and no renjun was laying so he thought maybe the older was just cooking lunch for them.
and when he called the boy's name, he normally receives a respond in return like 'yeah?' when renjun's in good mood or just 'what?' when it's the opposite mood, but now even the kitchen area was clear and no moomin cooking and busying around.
"just where the heck is huang renjun?"
after then, jaemin heard his phone rang in his pajama's pocket.
saviourrenjun calling...
he really should change renjun's contact name.
"where are you?"
"jaemin hyuuung~"
jaemin's eyes grew wide after hearing a familiar voice. "CHENLE?!"
"woah he's so loud, i can really hear his voice this far"
jaemin didn't mind renjun's side comment and just focus on the person who called him. "baby chenle is this you?"
