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jaemin had his eyes wide open when he felt jeno's lips on his while the latter had his eyes closed, seems like he was feeling the moment.
their lips were not moving and jaemin didn't know if he should be happy about it or frustrated.
minutes had past and jeno still didn't move an inch. jaemin was just there standing. he's having the urge of pushing jeno away or just hang his arms around the older's shoulders.
jaemin had always thought of how it felt kissing the lee jeno.
but he never thought that this day will actually come. that the day jeno will kiss me would actually come.
after seconds of contemplating whether to push jeno or not, jaemin raised his hands and gestured it to jeno's chest to push the boy away, but then he felt arms snaked around his waist and pulled him closer to jeno's body.
jeno began to move his lips against jaemin. the latter's lips were chapped but it gave jeno a different feeling that he never felt before from his past kisses.
jaemin's lips were as sweet as honey in a honeycomb and was attracting his bee-like lips.
jeno didn't know the reason but it felt like his lips found it's perfect pair. like it's longing for jaemin's lips so much to the point he doesn't want to let go anymore.
with his hand cupping jaemin's face closer, jeno tilted his head to the side to deepen the kiss.
just as time jaemin would move his lips and kiss jeno back, memories from before started flowing in his mind.
"sorry? what can your sorry do? turn things back from where it was?"
"i hate you so much that i want to hurt you so bad. i want to break everything in you so you could feel how hurt i am,"
"jaemin, i don't need your love.i need renjun's"
jaemin placed his hands on jeno's chest and pushed the older away, breaking the connection between their lips.
both were chasing their breathes. jeno was looking at jaemin with furrowed eyebrows while the said was just looking down, biting his lower lip, like he was still feeling jeno's lips lingered on his.
"what's wrong jaem?" jeno stepped forward to hold jaemin's arms but the younger stepped back, avoiding his touch.
"everything"
"jaemin, listen" the older tried to reach out again but failed for the second time.
"no, you, listen!" jaemin exclaimed as he pointed a finger at jeno, "you told me you hate me. you told me you want to hurt me. why are you doing this? all of these? is this your way of hurting me? huh?" he pushed jeno away with his finger as he stepped forward towards him. "lee jeno this is too much.." and by that, jaemin fell down on his knees, sobbing so hard as tears ran down from his eyes.
