THAT NIGHT

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As the night grows old and the floor’s flooded with intoxicated people, there was a girl dressed in thin cloth that shines by the glitter of her hopeless soul. A prey in a sea of monstrous eyes. I am that girl. Horrific and tipsy, looking for my companion as they instantly vanished through my sight. The beat of the music lingers in my skin with the spirit of alcohol and that gives me a light weight feeling in my head. Everything makes me dizzy and makes me do things out of control.
I

start asking myself, where are my friends?
Everything makes me dizzy.
I don’t recognize the man in front of me.
I can feel the tingling sensation and I mentally head banged myself as I stand at the center of this floor crowded by people. Faces I don’t recognize.
People just like me. 

I can feel my knees trembling and the floor upside down but before I throw myself at the floor I felt warm arms held me tight.

Thanks God I have not felt that hard mated floor kissed my face instead I can feel a soft sweet thing pressed against my lips.
I can’t help myself but to respond. It was like a whirlwind brushed, it stops so I held my lips. He gives me the feeling of wanting those lips more.

As the beat of the bass trumps, my heart beats fast and I hardly identify if it was caused by that swift kiss or the beat of an amplifier.

I looked at him and he smiles at me.
I smiled back.
I will never forget those smile.
He held me like an expensive vase when someone pushed me against him.
He hugs me now. I can feel his care, his warmth.

All I did was to look up on his face and stare his beautiful appearance.
He’s like an angel with a devil’s lips.

He talks.
He smiles.
He holds me tight every time someone runs against us or bumps at me.
Thanks to this beautiful man I’m not cold for he gives me his jacket as he guides me out of that place.
He talks again.
He whispers. Like everything he says is a good thing.
In contrary, I have No idea with his words.
Literally NONE yet I easily trust him.
How can someone like him affects my sanity?
I tried. I tried to digest his words but I am intoxicated everything means nothing that night.
I only understand his gesture, sort of.
I admit it, I am sober.

As we walk in an open space I saw different cars and a sign “PVIP”. I don’t know what that even means. We did not pass this way when we are going at The Pub.
I tried to raise my hands but it seems so weak as hell. He guides me to his car. I just looked at him pressing his car keys and a minute after I was inside his car.

His car smells like ocean breeze, citrus and sandal wood.
Fresh and manly.
He talks again as he fastens my seat belt.
My heart trumps, it was not a panic beat, excitement rather. It feels like I am a kid that’s going to visit Disney Land for the first time beat.

“Where…..are…address? Babe… D’you….me?”
I was like a toddler that learns to digest everything he says. I can’t even understand a word.
My body feels hot and my head is heavy. I shook my head.
My eyelids feel heavy and I decided to shot my eyes for a moment…or more.

I have the feeling of floating in the air like someone carries me.
A minute more my back feels lying in a smooth and soft bed.
Oh, it feels like home except that I can still smell some sandalwood and lavender scent.
I tried to open my eyes but this place is dim. Manly. It feels comf’table.
I decided to close my eyes and lay fully in this smooth and soft bed.
Minutes later I can hear the sound of water gushing.
I am alone in the room.

Those clothes are thin and short shorts like my soul is on sale and I have no idea why my cousin and her friends tells me it fits me well.

I can still fell the heat from the inside so I take off my clothes. A minutes of nakedness won’t kill me, right?
The moment those things are off my skin, it feels like heaven. Now I can sleep.

"Babe. "
I can hear a soft and warm plead at my ear as I respond a hum.
I am dreaming. I think I am dreaming but a soft lips worships my skin so I tried to open my eyes ‘cause it feels so real.
There I saw an angel with a devilish smile again. Wanting to prey me as I give a nod.
I can’t stand his stare.
He is giving me shiver all over my skin.
I never did this before. I never kissed someone like this before.
I was never been touch like this before everything was new and on top of it I like it.
No scratch that, I love the way it felt.

It felt like longing,
Aggressive yet demure,
Enticing and Tempting.

I learn to respond his kisses as I felt his hands roaming my temples. It’s my first time and the sensation feels like doing.

Caring yet belligerent and definitely makes me want for more.

I bite my lips as I felt his lips at my privates.
I can’t stop him. I don’t want top this now.
For the first time I in my life, I want something more.
My breathing became frantic as I held the silk cloth pillow at the back of my head.

It felt like crying for pleasure when I first experience this enjoyable feeling for the first time in my life!

I was grasping for air the moment he slowly entered my existence.
This night is my first night.
The fist time I experience this kind of thing.

Pain yet Euphoric

So wrong yet feels so right. They say  that things that are  verboten are  luscious indeed  they are right.
I will never forget my first time feels like.
I can’t be in my rightful senses. I  can’t stop my self from  vociferating in pleasure  as he pounds  inside me.
It feels like heaven rains with glory on Earth.
Glorious!
Every  wallop of our skin,  deem enticing.

He is a sweet angel  that makes my devilish soul squeak  in pleasure.

"Tien Costo! "
A loud voice like thunder  of my professor  wakes me from my colorful dream.
I rush to clean my face as my paper  and pen fell on the floor. I immediately answered with a half wake voice.

"Present maam! "