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Loss Of Hope

Published: 1.26.20

  We told our parents about my presentation in the morning during breakfast.

They didn't seem to react very well, but they held back on saying anything.

They knew how close Jihyun and I were, so there wasn't anything they could do without upsetting him.

When he left for school though, that's an entirely different story.

I didn't go to school anymore because of bullies, leading to me being homeschooled, so it gave my parents a chance to.. 'talk' with me.

Of course, it's probably obvious where this is heading.

I was given the cliché "You're a useless mistake" speech, along with the "I wish you were never born" and "Your lucky someone cares" rants.

I've read many stories online by underground Omegas and Betas on secret websites, considering most of the public ones were deleted by the government in an attempt to hide it all, but I never knew I would actually experience it.

Of course, I should have expected it the moment I found out.

I just thought that maybe, since they were both Betas, they would come to accept it.

That they wouldn't care about my gender, like Jihyun, so long as I was their son.. but considering they clearly don't see me as one anymore...

I've lost all hope..

My parents started to neglect me, only putting up a front for Jihyun, who always suspected something but never brought it up.

Of course, they wouldn't do anything obvious like leaving bruises or anything, especially since Jihyun's heightened senses can detect blood from miles away.

No, most of it was mental. Locking me in my room without any food seemed to be their favorite thing to do, always saying the same things.

"I didn't want to say anything before, but you can stand to lose some weight"

"I've always hated how you looked"

"You should be thanking me for taking away your food"

It hurts to know that the people who were supposed to love you forever, ended up turning on you at the drop of a hat.

Of course, I knew that I had Jihyun by my side, but I could never drag him into something like this. My heart could never take it.

So instead, I researched all about Omegas and pheromones as well as heats and suppressants, resulting in my vast interest in the world's biological studies on wolves; Both the creatures and our inner instincts.

I learned quickly how to mask my scent if I ever needed to. How to cover up the distinct smell of my emotions. How to change them.

Of course, lying became easier as well.

But it also became a habit. And one I can't escape.

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