Fucked Up Boyfriends || VMinKook

An Agonizing Weekend

Published: 2.25.20

  I was lucky that Jihyun was gone for the weekend during my heat.

Since he was gone, my parents wouldn't bother coming up the stairs since their room was on the first floor. And since they're both Betas, neither of them would know that I was in heat.

I slid into my room through the window. I was glad I decided to buy a rope ladder earlier in the week. I had it hidden just in case I had trouble getting in.

I pulled the rope ladder up before dropping the small string attached to it. It's thin and clear, so you wouldn't be able to find it unless you knew what it was.

I use it to pull the ladder down so I could use it.

Since it was only half past twelve, both of my parents should be asleep by now, so I snuck into Jihyun's room and grabbed his tablet before turning on secret mode.

I needed to be careful since my parents checked Jihyun's tablet history a lot.

I need my own tablet.

I opened a secret chat between my Beta friend and I. It was made by my friend on a secret line he made himself.

He checks for hackers and glitches constantly because of his paranoia, so it'd be hard to get in without getting caught.

Mini:
I need a favor

Moni:
Of course
Anything

Mini:
I need help in research

Moni:
What is it?

Mini:
Heat blockers

Moni:
Seriously??
That's [hella] expensive!
How the hell did you get it??
I thought you only had three-hundred on you!

Mini:
I did
I ran into Ho Seoyeon and Minjoon

Moni:
What happened?

Mini:
I got my heat and passed out

Moni: Typing…

I sighed.

Mini:
Don't!
I know what you're gonna say
And I am not in the mood to hear it
Will you help me or not?

I can imagine him rolling his eyes.

Moni:
Okay, I'll help you
Meet at the usual spot?

Mini:
Yeah
Usual time, on Tuesday

Moni:
Okay, I'll see you in three days then

Mini:
Thanks Joonie

I deleted the chat before exiting out of secret mode and turning it off.

It was only then that I remembered the pain in my ass. Tch.

I snuck into the bathroom before opening the mirror cabinet to pull out two small containers of pills.

One was pain meds while the other was sleeping pills. They were both less effective than normal ones, so I'm not too worried.

From what I've found out about Omegas and heats, I knew I'd need it. I filled a cup with water before shutting the bathroom door quietly and tiptoeing into my room, locking the door behind me.

I took a couple of pain meds and gulped it down. It took awhile for it to hit me.

I know not to overdose or possibly become addicted, so don't worry.

I spent the rest of the weekend writing theories about wolves as well as researching online about different topics.

I'd usually use the sleeping pills whenever I went into heat every five hours or so. I'd take the pain meds whenever I got up, to get rid of the aching pain in my ass.

Although, when that didn't work- or I just didn't want to use too much pills, I'd take a single heat blocker before writing down any possible side effects since I was unconscious the first time I took it.

By the time my heat was over, it was already Monday evening.

It was a holiday, meaning no school. Jihyun came home just a few hours after my heat was over.

Luckily, my heat pheromones had already aired out for the most part, leaving only a lingering scent of it in my room. It was small enough that even Jihyun's nose couldn't detect it unless he came in.

I sighed to myself as I fell backwards onto my bed.

Hyunie doesn't come to see me as often anymore. I curled up into my pillow beside me as my eyes found their way to the leather bracelet that Jihyun made.

Maybe- "Maybe he doesn't care about me anymore" No!

I mean, I'm sure he's just busy with school..

I closed my eyes and relaxed into my bed sheets as I gripped my pillow hard.

Don't listen. Just relax. Just- "Let go" let go.

I shook my head furiously in an attempt to get rid of the thought. No. Getting off track.

My mind started running all over the place. One part of me was saying things like "Just end it" and "Take more, you'll feel better", while the other tried it's best to counter it.

Before I even knew it, it was time for me to leave.

I checked the clock to find 12:30 AM flashing on the screen. I gladly shook off all of my thoughts as I got ready to leave.

821 Words