The Darker You || BNHA X Lycan Reader (Discontinued)

chapter 7: The Exam (pt 1) *

*This chapter is currently under editting. If things don't make sense, I'm sorry! It will be fixed!*   

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"WHAT IF I HURT SOMEONE?" Aizawa interjects almost immidiately. It almost terrified me how expectant of this question he really was. "You won't." He stated bluntly. "What if I embarrass myself?!" I squeaked right back, scrunching my eyes closed. "That, is a possibility, but trust me. You'll do fine." Sensei stated, trying to somehow reassure me, but failing miserably.

"W-What if I bite an Alpha--?! Or worse...W-WHAT IF I BITE A BABY--?!" I watched a migraine pulsate around the corner of Sensei's head.

"They're teachers." He corrected me before adding, "--and you won't. You seriously think some parent would be stupid enough to let a baby wonder into the playing field??" He presses, but I sort of just ignore him as I continued going on my breakdown.

"W-What if I destroy the arena?! W-What if I flop on my face, and cause this big domino affect and I ruin the entire exam for everyone--?!" I squeal; practically hyperventilating.

I felt my eyes rolling to the back of my skull. My face tinted dark blue as I continued rambling on.

"Oh my god...WHAT IF I FAIL--?!
I-If I-I don't become a hero....You'll ditch me!!"

He tilted his head in confusion, opening his mouth to speak, but I wasn't having it.

"YOU'LL SHIP ME ACROSS THE WORLD BECAUSE I WAS A BAD GIRL--!!" I whimpered, bursting into tears. For some reason I sensed fear on him. I was more terrified than he was right now, so what the hell about me--?

"Y-You'll adopt a cat-girl." My face tinted dark blue. "YOU'LL NAME HER (F/N) AND SHE'LL BE COOLER AND BETTER AND AWESOMER THAN ME!!"

"She'll be able to SPELL!!!!" I choked on my own panicked breathes. His eyes shot wide, and he placed a hand on my shoulder. "C...Calm down...?! You're not going anywhere...What the hell has that rodent been teaching you..?"

I only hiccup, rubbing my tearful eyes. "I'LL BE A GOOD GIRL FOR YOU SENSEI!!! I'LL EVEN LEARN TO SPELL!! PLEASE DON'T SHIP ME AWAY--" I was interjected by his bland old scarf, quickly covering my mouth. "Are you crazy?! Don't say shit like that in public!!"

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I THOUGHT THAT, maybe thinking over my conversation with Sensei in my head would hype me up, but I only found myself mentally panicking, as I staired up at the enormous building in front of me, UA high. My thoughts were scattered all over the place, and aith Kenai back at home; there was no I couldn't calm myself down now. He was sort of like my only source of emotional support. Maybe it was for the best though.

I didn't know if being a hero really involved going without raccoons that raised young reincarnated lycan children, but at this point I didn't think it mattered. I wouldn't really care if this school molded me into a public figure or not. Fen, was always going to find me.

It's my choice whether or not I want to endanger Sensei, along with any friend I manage to make at this 'Heroic' place. Was I really willing to make such an important decision? I thought about what Kenai would say, or what he'd do right now. Would he even be thinking up such hanous questions?