The Darker You || BNHA X Lycan Reader (Discontinued)

chapter 48: Camp careless

"Alright. Give me 15%." I nod profusely, clentching my jaws- letting my body change, along with the steady stream of questions my father was currently spamming me with.

"25%"

"12%"

"50%"

"Bring it back down to 7%"

"Now just barely, scrape 8%-"
"Barely scrape?? Like what do you mean-?"

He sighs bitterly, "Try 7.5%"
"Ohh." I nod, and carry on transforming. I felt strange, manipulating my forms like I have. It makes my body look different- I feel like somehow this is exercising my inner wolf. So maybe the extra movement might be Helping my body to grow- it's weird, because when I do feel like my humanity has somehow caught up with me, I feel gross and sick. Like my insides are literally melting due to the heat in my body.

"Show me some of those Aura blasts." I nod. I try a couple times, but at first I cough. It's mainly just my body Recreating the heat it obsorbs from anger. My anger isn't just a piece of my brain, but it's some kind of flame, burning deep inside me.

I try a few more times, coughing up only smoke. He quirks an eyebrow at me, "I'm trying okay-" I hiss, feeling a droplet fall against my hand.

"Crap." I groan, studying it carefully.

This only happened when I wasn't summoning enough of my quirk, and still this body is holding me back. I can't help but wonder what the hell fen, meant.

I wished I could just ask him. But it'd be like selling my soul to the devil. And it'd be quite literal at that point.

The flesh just won't stay on my face- like I have to be In my natural form in order to do it. My body can get blazing hot- I was hoping I wouldn't singe the grass- but I could all ready see dark foot prints trailing around the spot I chose to train in.

"Sensei..I need a minute..." He purses his lips. "And why?" I sigh, "Because uhh-" I bit my nail-

God it was getting so hot.
Why did he make me do this??

He was seriously, just begging me to set this camp a blaze. I mean, I'd already delt with enough on my way here, getting caught up with the class in that dirty cat trap.

Katsuki stepped on my tail, and I still haven't managed to comb out the tangles. I know I'm not supposed to eat anything, I mean that's why sensei couldn't find me this morning...I was stuck hurling in a porta potty. Marshmallows are certainly a no-go, but- I kept picturing myself tearing into everyone's bodies like some wild animal.

Marshmallows were all we had in sensei's pitiful toat bag. And sense I wasn't exactly supposed to eat chocolate, I inhaled them like I hadn't eaten in a thousand years.

Then I stayed up the rest of the night analysing stuff in my head about my dad. Then I got to thinking about touya.

If he's in with the league, there's no doubting he'll go down with them. When my dad's done using them...

He'll kill them all.

Then again, they are Pretty strong. I couldn't help but wonder If there was anyone in this world with the strength and power to beat my father... I couldn't be that strong.

And even if I did have that kind of power, I'd trade it for my humanity in a heartbeat.

I needed to die before I got a chance to keep Latching onto this life, but the was the thing.

I think I already have.

There it goes again, except, it oozes into my hand, not as flesh but as some kind of bitter darkness. "-Because!! I just have to!! Get Off my back will you???"