The Darker You || BNHA X Lycan Reader (Discontinued)

chapter 30: what do you want?

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"WHAT IF HE DOESN'T LIKE
me??!" I squeak, gnawing on my Knuckles nervously. Aizawa sighs.
"He will."
"But what if He Thinks I'm a monster?? I-I mean I am A monster Now right?!" I grab my ears, Yanking on them; practically Going on a mental breakdown.

"He won't, and you're not."
"But My Quirk-?!?! If No one Can erase it, doesn't that mean I'm At a higher Risk of hurting other people?"

"You've been Training you're ass off. You can control yourself."

"What if I Make him So mad at me That he yells and my face?! W-What if he Sells me Or something?!?!"

"You won't. He won't, and he won't."

"W-WHAT IF I BURN THE BUILDING DOWN?!?"

"You won't."

"F-Fuck-!? WHAT IF I BITE SOMEBODY??!! WHAT IF I BITE HIM?!"

"G-God the bite could get infected-!!! I COULD SPREAD A VIRUS!!!"

"(F/N)!!!!" He roars in interjection, And we came to a halt.

He placed a hand on my shoulder. "We went through this Back at the Entrance Exam. So you shouldn't concern Yourself; Gang orca Has a soft spot for kids, and Animals. He'll go Crazy over you." I sigh, Trying to tell myself to just be Relieved.

The entire walk to this Supposed agency, i smoked like a freight Train. Aizawa Scolded me. We had a deal. I was supposed to be Tapering off, but it felt like Ever since my heart Stopped; I've been craving It More and more.

I was Quivering with anxiety, I was about to Meet one of the Coolest heroes Of all time, and I was Scared Out of my mind. I didn't wanna Fuck anything up or hurt anybody. I was so scared of myself it wasn't Even funny.

I gave Aizawa a note I'd written specifically for Katsuki. I knew He'd chew me out For going through with this internship without at least saying goodbye. It would only be a couple of weeks, but it felt like an eternity to me.

I'd talked to Izuku this morning, he had something he wanted to talk with sensei about, and it was Sort of awkward Answering the door. I was in the middle of getting Ready.

Aizawa Scolded me For Answering the Door shirtless, claiming A sports Bra didn't really count as normal clothing, which sort of Adgitated me. I can't sleep In normal clothes Very much any more. It almost always feels like my Skin is on fire, but I was afraid of telling him that.

His Agency was probably the biggest existing building I had ever seen in my Life.

Leaving Kenai behind was probably the most emotional part behind all of this. I know i should've expected that- I mean
-sensei did have me pack a suitcase.

I can be pretty dense sometimes.

I didn't meat Gang Orca right away. Instead I met a group of Heroes who work for him, and they lead me to my room.

I was Really Shocked At what was prepared for me. There was my Room, which was simple small and solemn; but there was a glass door That lead to A Large room with Training equipment all over the place.

I don't think I've ever seen anything Like the training equipment I'd encountered. It was like Everything was Suited from the bare minimum of My quirk at 1%, all the way up to 100%.