Roller-coaster ride : c.h.

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I was glad that this week was over. I had finally gotten over my cold and things were starting to wind down. That day I decided to spend four hours on editing the set ideas. I knew it was going to be a long day just based off of the fact that I had to have the designs in by 8:00 which meant I had to get up at 5:00. I logged onto the program and began my long 3 hours of work.

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After staring at the computer for hours I walked into the living room to see Calum had just gotten home. He also had an early start to his morning. And despite my concentration on my project, I had thought long and hard about having sex with Calum. We loved each other, and had both said it out loud, so why not do the one thing that expresses our love for each other the most. He had taken care of me while I was sick, even bringing the club to me once he discovered how sick I was. It was sweet, but I definitely needed to discuss my decision with a professional, and by professional, I mean Kayliegh.

"Hey, did you finish?" Calum asked digging around the fridge for some leftovers.

"Mhm." I said trying to form a sentence. Thinking about how I was going to tell Calum I was ready. Just say it Alana. It's not like he's going to turn down sex with you. "Hey Cal, can I tell you something?"

"Anything." He said taking a bite of a leftover sandwhich.

"I'm ready." I gulped slowing down my breath as the words left my mouth.

"Ready?" He asked confused and then retracted. "Oh! Wait like now?!" Calum spatted beginning to get frazzled.

"No, not like right now. I just wanted to let you know that I am ready."

"Well since you're feeling better why don't we go that club I wanted to take you to."

"Sounds good." I admitted getting excited for the plans that awaited me. "I'll see you tonight, I'm gonna meet Kayliegh for some lunch." I closed the door behind me and drove off pulling into a parking spot outside of the Cafe. "Well look who it is!" Kayliegh yelped from her seat outside the Cafe.

"I know. I'm finally out of the cave." I said cracking a joke towards my lack of socialization.

"So, how are things?" She asked giving me the eyes. I knew what she was referring to.

"Tonight." I said biting back my smile.

"Tonight?" You're gonna do it tonight? Damn!" I put my pointer finger to my lips signaling her to keep it down.

"Well, I just feel that I'm ready. And he is definitely ready."

"Well Little Miss Go Girl, I'm going to let you go and get ready for your hot date. Good luck tonight. Text me if you have any last minute questions." She said giggling and walking off to her car.

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"Ready to go?" Calum asked chugging his water bottle.

"Yeah, I'm all set."

"You look amazing." He complimented with a baffled look on his face.I slipped into the car as we sped off towards the club arriving shortly after. Walking in was not a problem, we didn't have to wait on line or anything it was.. perfect.

"Do you want a drink?" Calum whispered in my ear.

"Um yeah, can I get a Long Island iced tea?"

"Anything for my girl." He said turning towards the bar. Shit, so far he was doing everything right. Calum rejoined me at a small bar table with our drinks. After a couple of sips I could feel his hot breath on my neck. "Do you wanna dance?" Cal whispered sending tingles through my body. On the dancefloor, I started moving my hips and waving my hands in the air . He grabbed my hips grinding them in rhythm with his. The DJ soon switched it to a fast song which gave me and excuse to come out of such close contact with Calum. I started singing along as I still had his hands linked with mine. "I'm burnin' uppp. I'm burnin up." I mouthed trying to focus in the moment. Bouncing around was not going to last since this club played a mix of everything. I knew that all it was going to take was one slow song to set me off. Just play it cool. The DJ soon decided to play I'm a flirt by R. Kelly. Of course Calum leaned in and gave me an intense kiss and started singing and whispering sweet things in my ear. He again was doing anything and everything right. "I'm ready to go if you are." His eyes lit up as he paid our tab and led me out of the club causing a few camera flashes to go off. Crawling into the car Calum sped the whole way home dropping the keys as he took control of my mouth. He started slow and then added his touch and moved his hands all over. "Jump." He demanded. I did so and he carried my slim body into the bedroom. The heated makeout was usual with an addition of more tongue. "This needs to go." He instructed tugging at the hem of my t-shirt. Pulling it over my head I threw it towards the wall. Calum pulled his over his head and threw it beside the bed effortlessly. I looked at his toned stomach which always amazed me. Running his hands up and down my semi-bare back he unclipped my bra next tossing it away. Next he took off my shorts leaving me left in nothing but my underwear. I unzipped his jeans and he kicked the rest off. Kissing me down from my lips, to neck, to chest, to right above my underwear line. His eyes met mine before looping his fingers underneath the thin material and removing them completely. Taking off his boxers and reaching for a condom slipping it on. "Are you sure about this?" I nodded my head unable to from words. "Relax." He whispered soothingly. And my eyes widened at the pain. "Jeez" I grunted. "What's wrong?" Calum asked looking down. "Hurts." I admited surprised due to the fact that this wasn't my first time. "It's okay. I'll go slow. Just tell me when. I can stop if you want." I shook my head no. "Okay." I said and Calum shifted. I repeated this a couple more times before it became routine and started to feel good. "Whoa." I panted. "Feels good?" Calum asked as a smirk spread accross his face. "Yeah." I said chuckling at the non-chalant way we were both approaching this. "I'm not gonna last." He admitted out of breath. I bit my lip as I felt my state of euphoria. His rhythm only lasted a little while until we both finished. Crawling underneath the covers and looking deep into each others eyes I regretted nothing. "You okay?" Calum asked stroking my cheek with his tumb. "Yeah, I'm great actually."

"Really?"

"Yeah, I feel totally different this time than I did last time."

"No regrets?"

"Not a single one."

"I love you." Calum whispered.

"I love you too." I said smiling and crinkling up my nose and leaving a warm kiss on his nose.

(YOOO THIS IS REALLY BAD. I DON'T WRITE SMUT SO SERRY IF IT WAS BAD. BUT YEAH BASICALLY THEY DID THE DEED. AND I'M SUPER HAPPY. THEY ARE SOOO CUTE TOGETHER. MORE CUTE STUFF IS ON THE WAY.)