Roller-coaster ride : c.h.

Moving back in-Calum's P.O.V

I missed this old place. Alana and I decided to move back into the estate that we were previously sharing. It was nice being here with her. We were lucky that they hadn't put it back on the market just yet. Her and I had spent all day unpacking so that night we went to the Santa Monica pier to enjoy a nice dinner together. We ordered our drinks and enjoyed our main courses and we were currently enjoying dessert and good conversation, taking the amazing food back to the comfort of our own home. "So when do you leave for tour?" Alana asked taking a bite of the chocolate lava cake we were currently sharing. She was sitting on my lap as I held the takeout box between us."Uh, I leave September 30th."

"That's like really soon." She said as her facial expression turned into a saddened one.

"I know." I said trying to figure out a way to bring Alana's smile back.

"Can I ask a depressing question?" She said swallowing the food in her mouth.

"I guess."

'What's gonna happen to me and you?"

"I don't know. I don't wanna think about it. I just want to enoy the time we have to spend together. Okay?"

"Yeah but-"

"No, I don't wanna talk about that tonight. Why don't you take care of these boxes and we can watch a movie."

"Yes daddy." She joked rolling her eyes at me. Alana just called me daddy. It might have been in a joking tone, but it was hot. When she came back into the room I patted on my lap for her to come and sit back down. I placed my calloused hands on her hips as she attempted to grab the remote from me. "I wanna watch a movie." She whined with her hands still attempting to grab the remote out of mine.

"Change of plans." I said throwing the remote off to the side.

"Wha-" Before she could finish her question I put my lips onto her as they molded together like they used to.

"Can you call me daddy again?" I asked while our lips were still attatched, but Alana pulled away.

"You know I was joking right?" She asked moaning the last part because I placed my fingers down the front of her pants.

"I know. But say it anyway." I insisted

"I don't really wanna think about my dad while you're fingering me." She said as her breathing hitched, signaling me that she was enjoying herself. It didn't take her too long until she came on my fingers. After she crawled off of me, switching on the TV and finding a comfortable spot on the bed. "I'm going to bed, goodnight." She said yawning the last part.

"Night." I whispered flicking the light switch off and placing my head on the pillow alongside hers.

-

I was up early, recording an writing, preparing for the tour. Thinking about it gave me a rush, but also a sense of doubt since I was going to have to leave Alana. "Lads, I cannot wait to go on tour." Michael admitted shoving a chip in his mouth.

"Yeah me either. We're gonna fucking rock." Ashton said getting hyped on just the thought of the tour. "And we all better be single."

"Yeah, not a problem, Zoe's great and all, but I really just wanna be able to hook up with a girl and talk to one without worrying if pictures are leaked or feeling guilty."

"That just leaves Calpal." Michael groaned turning towards me.

"I can't break up with her! After all she's done for me, what am I supposed to say?"

"Just rip off the band-aid. You can't be on tour with a girlfriend, it just doesn't work out."

"I don't know..."

"Come on. Just think of all the girls you could be hooking up with." I just smiled and shook my head agreeingly. Honestly the only girl I wanted was Alana. Sure, the temptation from other girls was going to be there, but it was nothing compared to being together with Alana.

"So it's a deal, we're all going on tour single. Right?" Michael asked wanting a reassuring answer in response.

"I'm in." Luke said.

"No ball and chain." Ashton stated.

"Yeah, me too I guess." I added. I had been single on tour before, and at the time I thought that it was awesome hooking up with hot girls, but I had a girlfriend now, I didn't really want to hook up with the random girls. I felt this sense of guilt wash over me again. Alana had forgiven me for every bad thing I had done to her and she forgave me. This was going to be difficult not having to think about breaking her heart.

-

It was currently 12:00 a.m and Alana had fallen asleep on the couch with the TV still glaring light. Her lips were slightly parted and the doors were swung right open allowing the fresh air to come in. As I fished around for the remote I grabbed a hold of it clicking the power button and turning the sound and light off. "Hey, did you just get home?" Alana asked shifting into a more comfortable position on the couch.

"Yeah, I didn't wake you up, did I?" I asked whispering since it was late.

"No, this heat is killing me. I couldn't get the A.C to work so I opened up the windows, but I'm still sweating."

"Why don't you just get naked?" I asked smirking at my own dirty joke.

"I'm barely awake and you're still trying to get in my pants." She groaned fanning herself.

"Alright, I'm gonna go to bed, I've gotta head to the studio tomorrow at 5. Are you just gonna stay out here?"

"The bedroom is a suana. I am I not going back in there. I'll die of heat exhaustion." I laughed at her dramtic jokes and walked into the bedroom stripping down to my boxers. She was right, it was hot in here. I would've joined her on the couch, but I think the last thing she wanted was another body near her.