Roller-coaster ride : c.h.

Home Sweet Home

"Feels so good to be home." I said crashing onto the couch.

"I know, it really does. Sorry about Mexico." Calum said grabbing my hips and forcing me onto his lap.

"It's okay, I enjoyed our 'adventure'." I said putting the word adventure in air quotes. Calum was smirking at me when he eyed me up and down. "What is it?" I asked worried.

"You look really hot in this outfit you're wearing. I bet it would look even better off of you." I smiled and shook my head at his perverted comment. He leaned in and kissed me forcing his tongue in my mouth. Again our make-out session got pretty heated. I felt his hands sliding up my tank top but I didn't stop him. He grazed one of my boobs causing me to squeal and pulled back from the kiss. "Calum." He scoffed and forced his lips onto mine again. "I couldn't help myself." he teased as I rolled off of him and jumped into bed being exhausted between the time zone difference and the traveling.

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The next morning I woke up to Calum out of bed and to see he left me a note saying he would be out working on music stuff. I smiled at his note and decided to just do whatever I wanted for the day. I started with a run and then came back, made myself some breakfast, did some laundry, and wrote a little bit of content for my third book.

Before I knew it I heard the door open to see Calum walk into the bedroom. "Hey babe, how are ya?" He asked setting down his bag.

"Good, I'm just writing. How was your day?"

"It was good, we got a lot of stuff done. Let's just say I was inspired."

"I ate dinner already, there's some chicken left over if you want it."

"No, I just ate at the house."

"Okay." I said standing up from my chair and walking into the bathroom to shower. I came out with my towel wrapped around me and as I was walking to get my clothes my towel got caught on the best post pulling it off of me and revealing my butt. "Oh no." I said trying to find it. I could hear Calum slighty chuckling in the background as I got dressed in the closet. "Is that my t-shirt?" He asked.

"Yeah, I put all of my t-shirts in the laundry so this is the only one I could find." I curled up next to him and turned my attention to the TV show he was watching. I was rubbing his thigh before he forced me off of him. "Sorry." He said moving away from me, when I realized, me rubbing his thigh gave him a boner. "I, uh, I have to take care of this." I knew what I had to do, after all Calum had done for me. "Calum wait." I said pulling him onto the bed. "Just tell me what to do."

"Really, I mean I don't wanna rush you into something you're not ready for."

"I wouldn't have asked if I wasn't ready." I said pecking his lips, and working my way down to his sweats. I bent down putting all of my weight on my knees and Calum instructed me.

-

"I can't believe you just did that." Calum said trying to catch his breath.

"Honestly, me either." I huffed also trying to calm down my nerves. I turned over cuddling next to him on the bed tracing the outlines of his sexy tattoos. "I have a question?"

"Yeah?" He asked looked down at me.

"So you know that I wrote my books about you, but did you write any songs about me?"

"Yes..."

"Which ones?"

"Amnesia, Voodoo Doll, Heart Break Girl, and Just Saying."

"Well, I've heard all except Just Saying, what's that one about?"

"I'll show you." He said pulling me into the living room where he pulled out the guitar and started playing the chords.

"You've got a boyfriend he and he's a total loser. All your friends tell you that he's got not future but they like me. Just saying. He barely takes you out if he does he's late and when the check comes he always makes you pay. I'd never do that. Just saying.

You should leave his cause it really makes me sick. Just saying, just saying. You don't need him I'll help you get over it. Just saying, just saying. When you change your mind I'll be waiting 'cause I'm better than him. Just saying, just saying.

Got a big house says he lives alone, but when I drove by I could see his mom was home. I got my own place. Just saying. He totally lies to you. Just saying, just saying.

He say he loves you but it's all an act, he's seeing someone else right behind your back. You know I'd never do that, just saying, just saying.

You should leave him cause it really makes me sick. Just saying, just saying. You don't need him, I'll help you get over it just saying, just saying. When you change your mind I'll be waiting 'cause I'm better than him. Just saying, just saying."

You should leave him cause it really makes me sick. Just saying, just saying. You don't need him, I'll help you get over it. Just saying, just saying. When you change your mind i'll be waiting 'cause i'm better than him just saying. When you change your mind i'll be waiting just saying, just saying."

"Whoa, I wonder which boy that was written about." I joked. "I really like it though."

"You do? Even though it's ya know.. about you and Keaton."

"Yeah, actually it's kind of flattering that I was on your mind so much before we had run into each other again." I paused thinking about what I had just said. "Wait, how long have you been thinking about me?"

"Well, after you left, that's when 5SOS took off. Then when we traveled to LA I thought of you and how much I missed you. I wanted to come and see you, but I knew how mad you were at me, still. I wanted to apologize but I really didn't know how. I thought about coming seeing you a million times, but when I heard that you and Keaton were dating there was no chance. I had friends who kew him and how he wanted sex, which isn't a bad thing, but when you barely know someone, it is. I heard how happy you were but I knew how awful this guy was but it wasn't my place to tell you. I couldn't tell you."

"Yeah, he wanted to move pretty fast and I was not ready for that. But I'm really glad that things between he and I didn't work out because I have you now." I said smiling and placing a kiss on his cheek. I was so happy to have him in my life. "I think we should go to bed" I said standing up and walking towards the bedroom as Calum followed.