𝗕𝗢𝗢𝗞 𝗧𝗪𝗢
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After unfortunate events, destiny gladly lend a hand to bring the two lovers back in union. This is where their careers are challenged and their love for each other were put on a test.
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The super nova. When the star of your life suddenly disappeared, leaving you forever.
hongjoong
"Artist of the year, Album of the year, what can I say? Such great people and performers" the host said. We all chuckled and agreed.
"We still try to stay humble amidst all these exposure and stuff" San said.
After the long interview, our manager booked us a plane to Chicago to have three more interviews. I never said that I disliked the fame. I actually liked it so much.
It helps me cope up with all this depression I feel. Singing in front of the ATINY and the world helps me escape, even for once in a while.
I hated how helpless I am right now. How I still desperately try to contact Aerim even if we're over with each other.
It brings me so much pain when me and the group have to sit beside her. It's pure awkwardness. I can't even look at her.
"Dazing off?" San nudged. I smiled and carried my bag towards the hotel room to get changed.
"Is it still about Aerim?" San asked. I nodded and he slowly gave me a pat.
"I am hoping that one day you can be happier, with or without her, fighting" he said and threw his body on the bed.
I chuckled and went inside the bathroom to take a quick shower and change my clothes into something much comfortable.
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As I was about to head to the balcony, Seonghwa handed me my sleeping pills and some medication.
"I know it would be hard for you to sleep so I prepared this" he said. I was touched so I hugged him before going to the balcony to write songs.
You never knew How hard it is To find someone new When all I want is you
But every time I look at you You're not the same person I try to smile but deep inside I wish I was still holding you
After composing the first verse, I sat down on the cold wood floor and stared at the city down below.
Tears started streaming down my eyes. I looked at my phone and dialed her number once again, just this last time.
After many tries, she finally picked up.
"Yes?" she said. I fell silent while I try to remember the sweet sound of her voice calling me jagiya.
"Who is this? Is this another sasaeng?" she asked again. I regained my consciousness back and answered her.
"How I wish I would be a sasaeng to atleast get a bit of your time" I said and she turned off the call.
I looked at the blank screen as tears start blurring my vision. I held on tightly the sleeping pills Seonghwa gave me and swallowed all 20 pills in.
I felt my heart beating slower. I can hear the distant voices of the members calling out my name, and the world fell black.
I can't see anything. I can't hear anything. Please help me.
