𝐌𝐘 𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐎𝐑𝐀彡𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐉𝐎𝐎𝐍𝐆

𝟎𝟐

When will the stars realign? When will it lead me back? Back in your arms?

aerim

"No no no please" I said as I walked around in circles. Please no, no.

I gritted my teeth and my breathing suddenly increased as the doctor came out.

"She's alright Ms. Yoon" I sighed in relief and sat down as the doctor was reading Jino's chart.

"She just ate too much and fell into a deep sleep, she'll wake up soon, no need to panic" Dr. Kang Seulgi said and gave me a pat on the shoulder. I smiled at her and bowed as she walked away.

I immediately gathered my things to check up on Jino who was silently sleeping in one of the rooms.

I smiled and gave her a kiss on the head before I plopped down the sofa. I opened the TV and the headline about Hongjoong is still going around.

After a while of watching the TV, my phone rang and I picked it up after seeing San's name.

*san left, aerim right*

Yo? Aerim-ah

Hmm? What's up?

Just wanted to check in, how are you?

Better than ever, how about you?

Well, Hong's at the ICU so I am not happy

Is he taking pills again?

Yes and he succeeded, he's under observation for 2 months

Oh, how unfortunate, has Dr. Jeon Wonwoo talked about it?

Yes, and he was devastated, Hongjoong is not helping himself

I feel so weak and guilty he had to go through this

But you said that you're dreams are bigger than your love for him right?

Yes but ... Ugh, I am so stupid

Everything will be alright okay? Have faith

He does not deserve me

Don't say that, all of us just deserves to be happy too

Oh well gotta hang up, talk to you soon and by the way

Yes?

Please take care of him, do it for me, if everything will be good, I'll catch up on him

You can always count on me

Thanks

*call ended 3:57*

I stood up and took my keys to go back home and eat something. I bitterly stared at myself in the bathroom mirror before heading downstairs.

I am so stupid. So stupid.