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I am sorry. For everything that I have done wrong, and for everything that has happened between us.

aerim

Amidst all the nonsense going on, I should still go on and never stop. I already reached the peak of my career.

As I was entering my house, my doorbell rang and I immediately opened it up. I saw the drop dead gorgeous Seonghwa in front of me, arms crossed.

"Can I come in? And don't worry, there are no cameras and Dispatch" I chuckled at him and let him in.

"Have a seat Seonghwa" I said and he sat down, his arms still crossed.

"Aerim, can I ask you something?" he immediately said before I could even say anything. I sat down on the sofa opposite him.

"Yeah sure" I said and gulped the lump in my throat. My air conditioning is working but the tension between us is heating up.

Six years ago was the last time we ever talked to each other. We both became emcees at an award show but we never formally talked.

"Do you, still care?" he asked. I was stilled on my sofa. Only my heavy breathing is all I can hear.

"About what?" I asked. His eyebrows furrowed and his gaze deepened.

"About Hongjoong" he added. Hearing his name again makes me wanna cry, so I did.

I suddenly burst into tears and all Seonghwa could do was give me a tissue and pat my back.

"Did I scare you? Was I too forward? Sorry" he kept on reassuring me until I could speak clearly again.

"I am so sorry for making Hongjoong, you, and the rest of the group suffer" I said. My eyes fixated on the carpet.

"Nah Aerim, I truly understand that" he said and got up.

"Sorry I had to leave, manager is looking for me" I nodded and watched him leave. I know that what I did back then was foolish. I didn't even say goodbye.

I opened my Instagram account to check in with San.

I opened my Instagram account to check in with San

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I felt relieved that Joong was already discharged after 3 weeks, but I felt sad because concerts and world tours will be cancelled

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I felt relieved that Joong was already discharged after 3 weeks, but I felt sad because concerts and world tours will be cancelled.

I felt relieved that Joong was already discharged after 3 weeks, but I felt sad because concerts and world tours will be cancelled

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I still felt guilty after all of this. I should've said goodbye properly. I left him hanging for almost 7 years now. I feel so stupid.

I can't watch you in stages right now, take care and please be careful.

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