𝐌𝐘 𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐎𝐑𝐀彡𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐉𝐎𝐎𝐍𝐆

𝟏𝟕

you make my heart flutter.

aerim

"Hello guys! I have so much to tell you" I said as soon as my VLive started. I actually hesitated but then I said I'll do it for a few minutes or so.

"Upon the release of the news of me and Kim Hongjoong leaving the survival show, a lot of you went crazy" I said. Thousands of likes and comments flew in.

cutiee77 - Yeah, what happened???

aerimstannn - What happened? Are you in good terms?

goodlifeu - Did you guys had a fight?

"Don't worry guys nothing personal happened, it was just a joint decision" I said and smiled.

Even though I tried diverting the conversation, my fans kept asking what really happened.

atinystann - Tell us moreee

huuug! - if you're comfortable enough, tell us please

sylviakingg - we want to knoooow

So I decided to abruptly end the VLive after saying my good byes to my fans. I really am a bad liar.

I was about to go to sleep when my phone buzzed. It was Hongjoong.

hongieee 😩❤️
why'd you end your live?
u looked so cute without makeup

baby 🥺❣️
u were watching?
i ended because some fans started to ask me too much questions

hongieee 😩❤️
of course baby
i wanted to see u
missed u so bad : (

baby 🥺❣️
u are such a cutie
tomorrow we'll release a statement
dispatch would be sh0oKt

hongieee 😩❤️
they'll lose their job
spot on baby

baby 🥺❣️
u are such a crackhead
i love you so much

hongieee 😩❤️
damn aerim
u never know how much i sacrificed just to see you
by the way, can we talk?
i'll call u

baby 🥺❣️
like fr?
now?
sure

hongieee 😩❤️
okay baby
i'm dialing u
Seen

"Hello?" I said in the sweetest voice that I could ever use. I could hear his chuckle on the other end.

"You are such an adorable cutie" he said and laughed. His voice was like honey, and I am so addicted.

"Why'd you call at this hour?" I asked. I heard him sigh. The line was silent for a few moments.

"Do you remember that random person who kept calling you? The last call was about how that person wishes to be a sasaeng just to be with you?" he asked. I stilled because it was the same day he attempted suicide.

"Y-Yes why?" I asked, gritting my teeth. I have a bad feeling about this.

"I was that unregistered number who kept calling you, because I really missed your voice" I said. As soon as he said that I cried, a lot.

"Y-You should've told me earlier" I said trying to breath properly so he won't hear me crying.

"I was just so scared" he said. I put myself on mute for a while to gather up myself and tell him my secret too.

"Hongjoong?" I called out. Since he told me his secret, I should tell mine too.

"Yes baby?" he asked. I let in a deep breath of fresh air and continued to tell him the story.

"Me and San never cut contact with each other, he even opened a fake fan account just to update me about you" I finally got it off my chest, but the line was still silent.

"Really?" he then asked. I sighed and continued to tell him all of it.

"Yes baby, and in every concert you guys held and every fan meet, I was there" I said and kept on gritting my teeth, while Jino my dog sat on my lap.

"Wow baby" that's what all he could say. Jino kept on wagging her tail, as to calm me down. She is my anxiety dog after all.

"We literally are so whipped for each other" he added and laughed. I laughed with him as Jino barked.

"Yes we are, hoping that tomorrow will be a good day for us" I said, crossing my fingers and smiling awkwardly at the moon.

"True fans stays as fans and be continue supporting their idol even though they started dating" he confidently said. I chuckled.

"You got a good point though" I said, he chuckled.

"Good night baby" he said in a very soft voice, I can even hear him yawn.

"I'm sorry for letting you stay up late, good night baby, I love you", I said and stood up to do my evening routine.

"I love you more" he said and I hung up on him. Tomorrow will be a big day, a very nerve wracking day.

But at least one of the worries inside my chest is out, I am now happier and much more relived.

I really hope that tomorrow would be a brand new day. The day that I can proudly announce to the whole world that Kim Hongjoong, is mine.