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***Trigger Warning***

In pain I cry,
The memories never die,
The scars are left behind,
For eternity to go by.

I wish I was unharmed,
My soul is ruptured,
But when I found you,
Nothing else mattered.

Wang Yibo's POV:

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Wang Yibo's POV:

"That's my Ex Fiancee" he gasps. I have never seen him in such pain and if I could go back in time, not be curious, I would happily sing the melody that was needed.

Threading our fingers, I look around and find the main hall opening to a garden. Walking out, I realise, he needs fresh air. Sitting under the peony tree, he leans into me and the tranquility is disturbed only by his deep breaths. Heartbreaking breaths.

"Bo Di" he whisper and I realise that the man next to me is so precious, I wish he could remain happy forever, but that was not the case. I should have known.

"Zhan Ge" I cup his face "tell me" I urge him gently. Let your heart out tonight.

Moving away from me, he slowly removes his shirt and that perplexes me but then he turns, I couldn't control my gasp.

Three black scars marr his beautiful pale back. Tears sting my eyes and I am so afraid to even touch them.

"What happened?" My voice breaks and he quickly covers them with his Tshirt. Wiping my tears, he pulls me onto his lap and I tuck my face in the nape of his neck.

"Bo Di" he pauses "my sweet Bo Di, I am man, who once was a soul wandering in the dessert, parched, broken and tamed. This soul is black, Bo Di. This soul has a sad history and I want to share it with you. May I?" His voice is so honest, I look at him and kiss him lips.

Caressing my hair, he closes his eyes and tell me his story.

"Bo Di, I told you I am Li Sean. I told you about my mother and today you saw my father's room. But there is another side to my life which I wanted to share." He takes a deep breath "I once loved a boy, his name was Zu Feng, or I thought I was in love. He was popular in school. One day he approached me in the music hall, we spoke, he said good things and this stupid heart fell in love. Realising how intimate I am with you now, I wonder why we never held hands nor we ever kissed? We dated eachother for 2 years and mind you, they were not easy. I don't know why but he proposed and I like a fool said yes" His laugh is sad.

"Feng was an alcoholic, at first it was just with his friends but soon it became a routine. During weekends, he used to call them to his place" he pauses and his hold against me tightens "one such weekend, I was at his place and his friends were around, something made me feel not good about the situation, so I called uncle to pick me up. It was during one such moment, that someone had placed a bottle on the floor and I tripped and fell. They laughed. They were so intoxicated, one of his friend tried to touch me and I fought back" he shudders and I hold him closer to me.

"Feng was so angry, right in front of everyone he slapped me. He said 'you should be kissing my feet everyday, for I am dating a blind like you' his friends laughed and the other ripped my t-shirt away. 'Feng, teach this dog a lesson' one commented and the next thing I know, a bottle was smashed against my back and he cut my skin" I begged them to stop but they held me down. If it wasn't for uncle, I don't know what would have happened that night Bo Di" he whispers and I cry.

"The torture was just the beginning. In school they spread rumours about me, and I was shunned by the society. They called me names, said I was gaining sympathy because of my disability. They did not respect my talent. They tainted what is so precious to me. They tainted my music" placing his forehead against mine he whispers "in my World, I value few things. My parents. Uncle. Fairy & Music."

He looks at the sky and closes his eyes "in my world, my life is my music, my soul. When people started disrespecting my soul, I knew, I could never reveal my true identity to the world. I guised the name of Li Sean. I have a studio upstairs. My world is beautiful in there. Mikail, whom you'll meet soon, is one of my close friend. He's my agent. He has his own agency, you must have heard of them "M Entertainers". He respects my privacy, though at times can be a pain, but he's sweet."

He kisses my lips "Bo Di, I have my nightmares, I have my issues, I am not an easy man to love. Until now my life has been solo. But, I assure you, I am not bad. I just need time. I need my space. Could you give me your heart?"

 Could you give me your heart?"

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