Love & War

Wanheda Returns

3 Months Later

I ride through the woods, white paint on. I never meant to return home but somehow it seemed right. Nia welcomed me with open arms. Seemed she wanted me back after hearing all I've done. She believes if I am on her side no one could stop her. I know her plan.

I am riding through the woods when warriors ride pass me, something around one of  their necks. It's beeping. Sounds like something from the sky people. I follow them, curious. 

They ride towards the border, stopping when I see a group of people in front of them. I look through the tree's to see some sort of riding machine. I spot Raven and Octavia but do not recognize the others. 

I am about to turn around when I see him. Octavia starts to speak to the warriors. They start talking about me. I roll my eyes. Nia has spread a rumour about me. Our people know not to hurt me but others do not. It is our way of destroying Lexa. I watch when Japser walks towards them. What is he doing? 

The warrior grabs him, holding a knife to his throat. Jasper laughs and it makes me really hate him. He is a fool.

"Yu think disha funny?" I hear the warrior growl at him as he cuts his throat. I hear a shot fire and watch as the other warriors fall from their horses. Jasper starts to stager forward when Octavia yells at him to get down. He moves out of the way as she throws her sword at his chest. I watch him kneel down, holding the sword before falling onto the ground.

Octavia walks over to get her sword, cleaning it. I kick my horse coming through the tree's to look at my dead warriors. I break through the tree's and watch as they stop, staring at me.

"Clarke?" Bellamy walks a few steps forward. I look at Octavia.

"Ge off azgeda land taim yu wish kom live." I say before turning my horse around. 

"Clarke!" I hear him call me but I do not look. If I turn around everything I felt. Everything I once wanted will come flooding back. I buried that girl three months ago. I will not resurrect her now.

Bellamy POV (Earlier that day)

After working out with Lincoln, I walk to the office to see Kane about our next mission. I walk in to find Abby asleep on the couch. When she's not working with Jackson she's out looking for Clarke. She knows that Clarke had to leave but still believes she will come home. 

I get my orders to check out sector 7 but Kane warns me to be careful as it is close to Ice nation territory.

"Use no lethal weapons. We haven't had a grounder attack since mount weather." I nod understanding. I hear footsteps behind me. We turn to see Abby step up, looking down at the map.

"I wonder if she is there?" She says.

"We could send out another team to search for her?" He asks.

"No. She has done this for a long time. If she doesn't want to be found she won't. If she wants to come back she will, when she's ready." I nod dismissing myself, seeing that they are having a moment. 

The last few months many of us have had to let go. I looked for her the first two weeks but after that I gave up. Abby is right. She knows this land, if she wanted to be found we would have found her. I feel bad but I had to move on. Let her go.

I walk down the hallway to find Monty working with Jasper passed out under the table.

"Do we have a mission?" Monty asks.

"Yes. We are to check out sector 7." I look at Jasper. "We should leave him." 

"Please don't. He needs this, especially after what we did." I nod not wanting to but understanding. I leave him to wake Jasper, walking over to Gina. I kiss her smiling. She has been my distraction these last few months. Without her I might have gone into those woods to find Clarke. After looking for Clarke for two weeks, I came back to start over. To forget her. Gina has made me forget.