Prompt : If I could go back in time and change just ONE thing.
To be honest there are many things I wish I could change. Some more than anything even my own life. But since I can only pick one I suppose I will choose this, I would go back to the day Nicky held me in his arms with such a heartbreaking expression.
His face full of guilt, pain, self loathing, and anger. I would change the outcome of that day so that he wouldn't believe it was his fault. That he would KNOW what happened that day WASN'T his fault.
I would prove to him what happened to me was never his fault and that I will always love him because he was my best friend, my protector, my star in the dark Knight, The angel to my salvation.
He is and always will be one of the few reasons I have yet to kill myself. I would go back to that day because they're NEVER should've been that expression seen on his face and it kills me inside to remember it.
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The Book Of Females
Chick-LitBy females for females! Things we think but don't say. Relatable and funny, weird or strange and the damn right outrageous! ~Somehow this flipping thing ended up like a journal... Still not sure how that happened. ~
