Falling Inevitably

23rd Fall

23rd Fall

"You're here too." I said then I sarcastically laughed.

He tried to reach my hand but I already turned my back on him. Hindi naman nagpatalo ang gago at mabilis na hinarang ang lalakaran ko sana. Courtney and the girls are probably looking for me already. I have to go back to our table.

"Could you stop following me?!" I scream literally so he could hear me clearly.

Nakakainis siya.

"I'm not following you, love. I got invited too." Sabi pa niya kaya lalo akong nanggigil.

Nung tumama ang ilaw sa mukha niya ay ibang tao ang nakita ko. With his blonde hair, he looks like... Shit! Ano itong pumapasok sa isip ko?

Muli kong pinagkatitigan ang mukha niya.

"Rigo..." Bulong ko na alam kong narinig niya.

I saw how he got hurt because I called him by another name. I wanted to apologize but I wasn't thinking at all. Inangat ko ang aking mga kamay papunta sa kanya. I realize another difference between them, Tobias is a bit more taller than him.

Afterwards, I did not think of anything else as I pulled his neck. The influence of alcohol is adding to the fire and I'm about to get burn. I wanted to kiss him so I did.

Alam ko ang ginagawa ko habang hinahalikan ko ang mga labi niya. Pero agad siyang humiwalay sa akin. He had his forehead creased.

"You're drunk and you just kiss me."

I rolled my eyes at him. He's just stating the obvious. Hinila ko ulit siya para halikan. This time, he immediately responded. He pulled my body closer to him and I felt really hot with our body almost grinding.

His hands started to roam on my body. He can easily access every part of me because I'm wearing a skimpy dress.

He then stop kissing me again and he looked into my eyes.

"I didn't know you were this aggressive, love..." Aniya habang hinihingal pa ng bahagya.

My corner of eyes heatened. Namasa ng bahagya ang mga mata ko habang nakatitig sa kanya.

"I can see him... in you."

I can see Rigo in him. With his blonde hair and his smirk. Lasing na nga siguro ako dahil kung ano anong ilusyon ang nakikita ko.

"Use me then, love," he cupped both of my cheeks as he move again closer to me. I could feel his hot breathe.

"Use me like how I use you yesterday."

Naalala ko na ginamit niya ako para makatakas sa psycho ex niya. Naalala ko na isinali niya ako sa komosyon nila kahapon sa unang araw ko sa MIA New York.

"Tobias..." This time, I clearly said his name.

Wala siyang sinayang na segundo at hinigit ang mukha ko sa kanya. He was the one who initiated the kiss this time. I responded as I tighten my arms' wrapped around his neck.

I want him, yes, but I couldn't feel the hastening of my heart beat. I could feel hot but I couldn't feel the spark. Mas naging mapusok ang paghahalikan namin. Hindi namin ininda ang ingay ng buong club.

His kisses trailed to the side of my lips, to my cheeks and to my ear.

"We should get our of here," Bulong niya nung makaabot ang mga labi niya sa tenga ko.