Falling Inevitably

6th Fall

6th Fall

"You what?!"

Sunod sunod ang naging pagtango ko kay Porsha. Naikwento ko kasi sa kanya na nakita ko si Rigo. She went to our house right after I came home from the site. Biglaan ang pagdalawa niya. Buti na lamang at nakauwi na ako.

"Paano si Isaac?"

Napasimangot naman ako kanyang sinabi. How many times would I explain to her that he's only a friend. I rolled my eyes before answering her.

"Migo is a friend!" Singhal ko.

She instantly raise her both hands like surrendering. Nawala naman ang pagkairita ko sa kanya dahil sa ikinilos niya.

"You really like Engineer Rigo Psalm?" Seryoso ang tono niya.

Walang alinlangan akong sumagot sa kanya.

"Yes, I really do."

I really like him. My admiration for him doubled up when I was listening to him in the site earlier. The way he talks about everything. He knows what he's doing. He's so passionate about it. And I love it!

Porsha pulled me into hug. She patted my back too. Niyakap ko naman siya pabalik kahit naguluhan sa ikinilos niya.

"Just be careful, hmm? You're too fragile and innocent." Sabi niya sa akin.

Natahimik naman ako sa sinabi niya. She's right about those things. Am I too aggressive because of what I felt? Wala akong experience kaya hindi ko alam kung tama ba o sobra na ang mga ikinikilos ko.

Yet it is the first time I've experience something like this. Being nervous and excited at the same time. My heart beats faster, my blushing cheeks, my deep breathing. Feeling like my day is complete because I saw him. Feeling restless to those days that I didn't get a chance to see him.

This is Rigo Psalm Lexington's effect on me. I feel like I'm walking to the unknown but I like it. And I want to walk more.

"Porsha, could you help with something?"

We're now watching a movie here in our entertainment room when I suddenly remembered something.

"Can you help me with my clothes?" Nag aalinlangan kong tanong. I want to look decent now or even pretty.

Kahit sa dilim ng entertainment room ay kita ko ang paglaki ng mga mata niya sa sinabi ko. Marahil ay hindi niya talaga inaasahan ito na magmula sa akin.

"Oh my God! Ofcourse! Let's go." Sunod sunod na sabi niya bago hatakin palabas.

Matapos ay dinala niya ako sa Stafford Malls. We spent that afternoon in the designer shops. Sobrang saya niya dahil sa wakas ay mababago na niya ang pananamit ko na lagi siyang nagrereklamo.

"Ito ata ang pinakamagandang nangyari sa pagkagusto mo kay Rigo Psalm." Sabi pa niya na ikinailing ko.

"Baliw. I'm doing this for myself."

My lame excuse just made her laugh.

"Doing for myself? Sino niloloko mo? Tigil tigilan mo nga ako, Amara Vallerie!"

We both end up laughing at what she said.

Buong pamimili namin ay hindi ako nagsalita. Alam niya ang ginagawa niya kaya wala akong dapat sabihin. She know it better than me.

Pag uwi ko ng mansion ay sobrang dami kong bitbit na paper bags. Marami akong nagastos at ayos lang naman ito sa mga magulang ko. They always give me everything. Ako lang ang natanggi o hindi ko masyado ginagamit ang black card ko.