heart mate - the journey of love

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The next day i woke up casually, took a shower and went for breakfast. 'Mamma i am hungry come fast na' . 'Yes dear your breakfast is ready '. See i made your favourite aloo puri. Wow thanks mamma that's so sweet of you. I just enjoyed my breakfast so much. My bro and bhabhi was busy with saghai preparations. After my breakfast i went back to my room, didn't know what to do then i remembered jaanu my close friend, its been so long and i wanted to talk to her. I called her she was so excited to know about my marriage. ' ruchi are u serious.. i mean i just cant believe thats its ur marriage.. remember u used to say u will never marry and look now what u r saying.. ha ha ha.. i knew it...' she was laughing as though she will go mad after this. Ok ok fine stop teasing me ... ' hey by the what is jeejhu's name, what does he do. I didn't know what to answer. 'I actually don't know anything about him' . ' Not even his name?? ' was her next question. Ya.. i mean i never spoke with him.. and..... 'ruchi are u serious... Just tell me one thing do u want this.. r u ready for this or some compulsion.. i can talk to aunty if any problem'. Yaar i am perfectly fine nothing to worry and heartfully i am ready for this. Ok.. happy... Stop asking questions yaar..lets talk about something else na. 'Oh my friend is going to marry in a week and u want me to talk about something else... Have lost it ruchi'. And ya by the way i am in london as i told u for a meeting i dont think i can attend ur wedding , my boss will fire me if i take leave. We are on a very important deal, and this time we have to crack this. I can't lose this opportunity'. So u mean to say u r not attending the wedding right?? Just dont talk to me jaanu u cant say this. No yaar ruchi i am soo sorry but yes i will definitely meet u and jeejhu after ur wedding... What say??? Still angry??
Relax i can understand.. its okk.. take care bye..' bye ruchi', take care and ya keep updating me ok.
Yes ok bye.

I was sad as my close friend is not going to attend my wedding. Then came my naughty brother..' hey chotti.. what r u doing?? See i have brought u something'. What?? What is that cover in ur hand?? ' guess what.. guess' . Hmm... Hmm.. i dont know now tell me what is that? ' its ur would be husbands photos .. wanna see....
My heart skipped for a second ... 'hmm ohh okk soo... ' i said as casually i can but i know my heart is just thumping inside. ' ruchi i said its ur husbands photos.. aren't u excited to see them?? 'No y should i be excited, if not now i would have to see him tomorrow na soo what's the big deal' i acted as casually as i can. 'ruchi i thought i would make fun of u and all that but u never gave me a chance for it grown up girl' my brother said handing the cover to me. 'ruchi shall i tell u something... I like u as chotti only not as a grown up girl... I like my mischievous sister who used to steal my chocolates and make me get scoldings from mom, i like my sister who used to run behind me to get things done... And u know what i miss her soo much now' tears rolled down my eyes. Bro i dont like when my brother gets too emotional... I am always ur younger.... Chotti... Mischievous sister. But are u my elder brother who used to get beatings from mom instead of me, who used to laugh with me, cry with me and be with me in tough times. 'I love you soo much bro' when he instantly hugged me and said ' yes i am'. He kissed my forehead and said ' i will always be there for you, no matter what... You will always have my support' ,now give some time for ur hubby..... He left saying that.

I could hear my heart beat.. so loud and so fast. I was very nervous but dont know why.. felt like something crashing into me. I gathered all my strength and was ready to see the photos. As i opened i saw....

my god ....no wonder y my heart skipped a beat. He looked stunning and wait what....no ...i mean ...what r u thinking ruchi this is not the way you must think...oh no..what happened to u ruchi ..ok relax no worries . I know i have decided not to love anyone because i know that would one day break my heart...as my dad did to me...he promised me that he will always be with me but he broke it. Tears were shedding from my eyes...y did u do it papa, y did u leave me. From that day onwards i decided not to love anyone. I said yes to this marriage because i cant hurt my family saying i wont marry instead of that i thought i will marry and lead a normal life and nothing more than that. Just a normal wife and husband no emotional attachment between them.

Just then i heard my mobile ringing.. ' hello who is it' i said but got no reply from the other side. I said hello again after which i heard a male voice. 'Hi ..this is Darshan' ..i thought for a moment ..' Ok ...r u my brother's friend??? 'No ...i mean ..i am Darshan ...son of rajesh and manisha....' before he could complete i interrupted him ' ohh i am really sorry i didn't know ....i mean....sorry.....' . ' No its ok...its fine...so u r ruchika right??? And i said yes ruchika jain with a stressful tone.