heart mate - the journey of love

who is he?

3rd october 2018
Wednesday

Hey diary...remember I used to wonder what his name was? Well i have finally found it. Today we all went to a restaurant together, i can't tell you how amazing it was. The food was extremely delicious but i couldn't enjoy the food coz the boy i have crush on took all my attention and poor food must have felt too bad about it. Sorry food looks like i have someone more important than you right now. Well it was a little awkward too coz i could say that he was gawking at me. I thought of starting a conversation with him so that it wouldn't fee weird anymore after all that happened yesterday night but it seemed like he read my mind coz he asked my name first. I then introduced myself and asked about him too. He introduced himself and that was really impressive. Aren't you excited, well after all the wait i came to know his name................its........ darshan.........Darshan raval..........

BANGGG........

"Ruchii......I'm back....."

That voice caught my attention and brought me back to the present. Well i was still in the shock after reading his name.  Well the girl who wrote this diary was also in love with the same person....wait....what??Oh god whats wrong with you ruchi looks like you haven't come to the present yet.

"RUCHI....where were you i was calling you for so long and you didn't even respond" darsh hugged me quickly he literally squeezed me in his arms, well that shows how much he missed me.
But what was that, did i read the name correctly or is it because i missed him so much that i see his name every where? Well, that can't be true Darshan can never lie to me he told me i was the only one in his life from the very beginning,  then what is this about??

" doesn't look like my missus misses me?" He gave me a questioning look.

" aahhh...nothing like that...its just...you know....i..am...surprised...yeah surprised.....you said you will be here by tomorrow eve right then how come your plans have changed?" I asked him doubtfully.

" that's because i wanted to surprise you but looks like you aren't happy to see me" he said making a sad face. " no thats not true...i mean...I'm really happy darsh...trust me I'm really really really........ happy" i said faking my smile coz right now i am caught up with my thoughts.

" okay i have lots and lots to say but after lunch lets first have our lunch and then darsh is all yours" he said with open arms. I laughed at his antiques and hurried to the kitchen to place all the dishes on the table. We started having our lunch and i saw darsh eating as if he hasn't eaten for days.
" darsh...eat slowly...the food isn't going to run away" i said giggling.

" well i missed your food so much" he said licking his fingers and smiling sheepishly. I smiled to that and started eating. Seeing darsh eat like that actually made me feel so good. He loves me so much and i can see it. He can never lie to me. Then what is it that was written in the diary. Who is she? May be her love was one sided....what exactly happened in the trip? I need to continue the story to know more about it......
" hey dream girl.." darsh was snapping at me." What are you dreaming about ...well I'm right in front of you "

" ahh...well...nothing...just like that" i tried to cover up but guess i failed coz the look he gave me said that I'm lying....well who am i kidding he knows me better than me. But i don't want to bring this up right now...i don't even know the entire story then how can i ask him?

" ruchi just tell me whats wrong......i can clearly see that something is wrong so  don't you dare give stupid reasons to me....now tell me what is it that is bothering you " he asked me with so much concern as if me being like that troubles him more now that makes me happy but.....how can i ask him?

"darsh.......i......you see i just......"  i don't know how to bring this up what do i do?
" i just what....complete it...." he was tensed.
" well i ....i just wanted to ask....................whose is this house? " goodness I'm so scared i couldn't bring the actual point.

" arggg!! Ruchi you just scared the hell out of me! Well if its about the house then....its my....its....my....friends house.....yeah friend's house" he blabbered but why did he do that.

" your friend's?? I mean....... which friend?" I asked rather doubtfully.

" you see....you just don't know....and also why do you care about it....leave it na....i feel so tired already after all that journey you see....jetlag and all...so come lets rest for sometime " he said pulling me to the room.

" well...... are you just trying to change the topic?"
" why would i do that....i mean....thats not important anyways......its our house now....i bought the house...." he said

" bought the house....when?" I asked

" two years back may be..." he replied.

" then why didn't you say that earlier and why did you say its your friend's house....i mean....i didn't ask whose house it was....you just could have said it's ours " i asked him questioningly.

" wait.....why are you asking so many questions.....i thought me being here would make you happy but looks like i was wrong.....guess you are caught up with something else which is more important than me....so yeah....sorry to disturb your privacy..." he said and walked offf....and my brain is just too blank to realize what is happening.

" darsh wait....darsh I'm really sorry......see you took it in a wrong way....my question was simple but....don't know why i feel like your hiding something....darsh you know i love you right.....i love you so much.....so if there is anything that you are hiding or you want to share ....then please tell me" i said hugging him from behind.

" if your done then...I'm tired i wanna take some rest" he said blankly....well that hurt me so much.

" darsh....darsh okay fine sorry....I'm really sorry....i just...i just don't know...but...i..." i started crying...and seeing me cry he hugged me instantly.

" hey jaan...hey look at me....see....why are you crying....its my fault....i shouldn't have been so rude....I'm sorry....i was just.....okay leave that....what do you wanna know...about this house....it was my friend's house, back then we had memories and get together parties here....he wanted to sell it for some reason and so i thought I'll buy it....and here we are....in our house....happy...if your done with your questions can we sleep now? I want to have you in my arms...god you don't know how badly i missed you."

" sorry darsh i was .." he hushed me with his fingers on my lips.
" no more talking..." he said lifting me up and made me lie on the bed covering me up with duvet and lied next to me holding me tightly, sleeping like a kid.

Watching him sleep so peacefully gives me so much pleasure but.....
is darsh hiding something from me....why did he react like that? Am i over reacting or am i missing something? To get to know more about it i need to continue reading the diary. Well i can't do it now, i can't let him know about this whole diary thing, atleast not right now. Darsh....i love you so much and...i know you love me too...but there are some pages missing in our love story....and i have to find it. WHO IS THIS GIRL? WHAT IS SHE TO HIM? WHY DIDN'T HE TELL ME ABOUT THIS?